my bf (:
a thread of memories

so i met this dude on insta and we were talking for about a month and a half. we sent memes back and forth and roasted each other and called and fell asleep on call together ((: and then about a month after i sent him a pic bc my insta pics don’t rly show my face

and he knew i was black but that whole “no one likes black girls” thing always stays w me yk. but i showed him and he showed me to his mom

so the very first time we met was on 8/3 I went over to his apartment and i met: his mom, his friend and his two little sisters, his sister, and mostly him. He had therapy for an hour as soon as i got there lmao. so i sat in his room with his friend and we played minecraft for a

bit. then he came back and my sHy aSs was like hi— but then he made me hug him and it got really comfy rly quick and that was nice. we played xbox the majority of the time as he whooped my ass in all the game he owned but then he has to cook for his friends and family

so i got to bond with them (: so I know the majority of the people close to him. And he always asks if i’m okay before during and after he makes physical contact with me which is so yk? Then i had to go home

— OH. Very out of order. But before we met in person i irritated him bc i was so self deprecating :,) but i shut down and he was like nah nah nah we talk. so he called me just to explain why he got so hostile and he said that’s why, try not to say stuff like that pls, but ya

and he’s honestly so great for my mental health bc he’s patient and has some of the same disorders i do so he genuinely understands

—08/06/2020
so i went to his house after work bc he had the day off and i got off early anyWays i go and everyone is there except his little sister bc she’s at a friends house. His friends little sister completely DESTROYED the kitchen for breakfast tho

they used over half a 10 pound of pancake mix?? and his moms beer was on the floor??? it was v entertaining lmao. but i go and settle into his room bc that’s my space now >:))) though out of order, i got to learn a lot about him and his mom. His mom and I talked for about

45 mins to an hour which is kinda crazy. but she said that out of everyone he’s brought home i’m the best one and she told me how excited he was when he was first telling her ab me and his family thinks i’m really pretty then he stole me back and we walked

to 7/11 with his friend. it was funny cuz i asked for a taquito and she deadass said “you don’t want them, they’re nasty” so i pair and he came and was like, “i did that so now i can’t pay for u since u bought pizza when we first met” and i was like yeah, save your money dummi

and then he asked “will you be the uwu to my owo” and then was like “that’s the best you’re gonna get” and i said yeah bc i do like him a lot and afternoon that i kept hiding my face bc i’m the big shy and he kept pecking at my face and we cuddled and it was rly nice.

——08/10/20
so yesterday was big after being like 4 hOuRs LaTe (idc i still got to see him which is the important part but my week had been shit and i’m leaving for a week and i wanted to see him longer but i’m just being petty lmao) his little sister and friend came w him

and we went to get ice cream after his madre picked me up. and his mom ran out of weed money and i felt bad and wanted to giver her my money but she didn’t accept it bc yk and i felt bad bc it helps her :( but then we jammed to evanescence on the way back to his house. and his

mom can sing so well and his sister and i get along rly well and she’s like my lil sister now and just AH she’s so cute. but we get back to his house and i whoop his ASS IN FUCKING DBZ. idc if he thinks it’s corner fighting, a win is a win. then we big cuddled

and then and then we played more games and his mom put on dinner bc it was like 730 yk but then his sister was feeling in the dumps so i went and talked to her and she’s really good at addressing her feelings i really envied her. but we talked and peeled boiled eggs

together. and then she talked ab what was bothering her and it got better and i’m v glad it did bc she was upset. but yeah, then we ate and his lil sister stole me again and showed me her art and school awards and her room and it was so frEaking wholesome

then her brother stole me back and we cuddled more cuz at that point it was like 9, and i was supposed to leave at 930 so we cuddled more and the he gave me my first kiss IT WAS SO CUTE MANNNNN he kept asking if i was okay and i just felt really safe and yeah

then we cuddled and kithed until my mom came today made my week a whole lot better and i can’t wait to talk to him otp and fall asleep otp with him and see him when i get back I ALSO STOLE ONE OF HIS SHIRTS LAST TIME BC HE DIDNT HAVE HOODIES AND ITS MY FAV SHIRT E V E R

HE SHOWED HIS MOM THIS THREAD
VENCHENCISKEMD
IM EMBARRASSED