I’m really sorry. I’m done. I’m tired of reminding people when it’s something that can easily be changed. People say without me in hanaism, it won’t be the same but...I assure you..it’s better without me. We can make something new,sure but for me hanaism has become so toxic+

I don’t know how many times I’ve reminded people of what makes me uncomfortable and what sets me off; it can be so easily changed but...it hasn’t. Don’t go inactive because of me,I’m the one that makes everything worse...it’s better without me I promise.

I don’t know how many times I’ve said not too ruin my comfort character..I’m so tired of seeing it...please just stop already...you’re basically bashing my past self. I don’t want too be reminded of that. All it does is reminds me of my past trauma.

I’m tired of holding in my emotions but..I’ll keep doing it because I don’t want anyone too worry about me. I don’t want too be in a gc that reminds me of the pain and abuse I had too go through. I’m sorry but I don’t wanna be there. I love everyone there but I’m sorry I can’t

Be there anymore. We can start something new if you really care but honestly..you’ll probably think this is dumb so go ahead and remind me of it . I just can’t handle it anymore. I thought this would be different but it’s just like everything else. Don’t leave+

Because of me. I want you too have fun. All I am is just a burden. If you want me back sure but the name of hanaism isn’t something that I’ll be fond of anymore. Again I’m sorry but I’m leaving hanaism for good. We can make new memories but I don’t wanna make more under a name+

That brings back memories. I’m sorry for ranting...I’ll see you around. If you care..

This thread took awhile too write, so please read it.