Coming out with a chronic illness/disability at work is a really scary and vulnerable thing, and I don’t know if I’m glad I did it yet.
It also sucks that my condition is so “rare” (underdiagnosed) and misunderstood.

When I tell people about my Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, they frequently say “Oh, they used to call that double-jointed.”

It’s more than that!
Part of my EDS is dysautonomia (yet time be determined). I feel like I have the cold sweats of a fever every. single. morning.

It’s so exhausting.
And the joint thing isn’t easy either.

It’s not great seeing how easily my fingers hyperextend and realizing that, someday, my abilities as a chemist will be compromised by early onset arthritis. It’s actually quite heartbreaking.
I love being a chemist. It’s been my dream since high school, and I’ve dreamt of being a scientist since childhood.

Realizing that might not be a forever thing because of something innate to my body that I can’t control. Oof. It’s a lot to process.
I don’t really have a point to this thread. I’m just processing out loud.
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