the callout made by my ex, if anyone wants to read it, is linked in the thread (re-uploaded incase it gets taken down/edited)

more than happy to debunk parts/answer any questions about it. just reply with ur queries and I'll publicly respond in this thread
I will say it contains mentions of self-harm and suicide, so be careful

https://drive.google.com/folderview?id=1hYJdp-A93e9Ze4cJc7_sSTmFjNgzGFlp

this was made after i said i wanted nothing more to do with the group and to go our separate ways
it contains out of context screenshots, leaks from friend's only accounts and (the worst part) public mentions of a mental illness i told a trusted person about in private as i was not ready to go public about it. they then claimed I was faking it
some things I will debunk off the bat

I have never blamed my actions on my mental issues and have fully accepted the blame for my actions

im not claiming to be innocent. I did some shitty things that I have time and time again apologised for and made ammends for
I said i would post the merchandise as soon as i can, I just haven't had the chance due to covid

the collar was to be given at the next London meet i attended. I was told not to worry about the stickers

both those offers still stand
with the con table incident, I was left alone in the middle of a breakdown so my ex could hang out with his friends. afterwards, I told him i wanted to go home instead of staying the night. he refused to let me.
I tried to leave the relationship repeatedly, as you can see from the screenshots. what he left out were the parts where he compared me to his past abusers if i left and claimed I would be responsible for the actions he took due to us breaking up
I did also act badly during that time and I fully acknowledge that. I have learnt my lesson and am growing, with the help of friends that are holding me accountable for my actions
oh yeah, he also left out the parts where he said that i wasn't trying hard enough when my self-harm was worsening, and when he blamed me for the death of my kitten. (he got hit by a car. my younger brother with downs accidentally let him out), among other things
this is all I have to say atm as I am rather shaken by all this but, as I said, feel free to ask any questions (but I may reply slowly as this has really hit me hard)
also understand that I dont have any screenshots (the chats got deleted when I got blocked) and my memory is a bit dodgy dude to mental problems, so I might not be able to fully recount everything
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