I can’t stop thinking about Izuku’s doctor prescribing him medicinal marijuana for his anxiety and no one knowing about it until the bakusquad catch him smoking outside the dorms at night .

They’re all shocked and Sero and Kaminari start talking about how much of a bad boy he is, but Izuku then explains that it’s totally medicinal and that he has permission from Aizawa to use it as long as he does it outside.

They calm down a bit after that and Mina asks Izuku if she could give it a try. He says sure but just a little, he doesn’t want to get anyone in trouble.

So the bakusquad all sit with Izuku and give it a try- everyone except Katsuki that is. He still stands just outside the door to the dorms in shock. He couldn’t believe it. Deku was doing drugs. He was doing drugs because of anxiety that most likely was his fault.

Fuck. He knew he messed Deku up, but not to the point where he needed help this bad. He probably ruined Deku so bad he couldn’t sleep without this shit. That’s why he’s out here. Shit.

Katsuki turned around and went back to his room. All of his friends were too busy watching Sero make smoke clouds to notice.

Two hours later there was a knock at Katsuki’s door. He’d been laying in bed for the last hour trying to sleep but it just wouldn’t come. He kept thinking of how anxious Deku must have been to get permission for this.

He couldn’t stop thinking about all the times he hurt Deku, pushed him away, made fun of him, and how after it he must have found comfort in a blunt, or worse, how he must have had nothing to help.

It was eating him up.

He heard the knock at the door again.
“Yeah yeah, I’m coming.” He said as he got out of bed and went to the door in the dark.

“What?” He greeted as he opened the door.

“Hi, Kacchan, can we talk?” Izuku said.

After a moments thought Katsuki opened the door and let him in.

“Thanks, Kacchan.” He said as he sat on the bed.

Katsuki turned on the lights and sat on the desk chair.

“So, what do you want?”

“I-I just wanted to explain myself and apologize about before-“

“Apologize? The fuck for?”

Izuku looked away. “For not telling you before. You shared so much about your problems with me at ground beta and I’m really sorry for not telling you all about mine. I just-“

“What the fuck, Deku?!” Katsuki couldn’t believe this “you’re apologizing to me? Fuck, I’m the whole reason you have to use that shit in the first place. You don’t owe me anything.”

Izuku leans forward, shocked. “What do you mean, Kacchan? What’s your fault?”

“The fucking drugs, Deku.”

“The marijuana? Kacchan that’s not your fault.”

“Like fuck it’s not. I’m the one who kept hurting you for all those years. I’m the one who gave you anxiety.”

“Kacchan, no you aren’t. Yes, you used to hurt me in middle school, but I didn’t get anxiety from that. I only got prescribed by my doctor a few months ago so stop worrying about that.”

Katsuki felt a hand on his face leading him to look up. Izuku was kneeling in front of him,

His green eyes open and steady. “I forgave you a long time ago, anyways, so stop thinking you have to keep apologizing.”

Fuck thise green eyes, so honest and strong. They kept pulling Katsuki in and before he knew what he was doing his lips met Izuku’s.

Both of them stayed still for a moment. It had been a mistake, a stupid mistake. Katsuki tried to pull back, another apology on his lips, but just as he got his mouth off of Deku’s Deku chased him. Slotting their lips back together and kissing Katsuki hard.

Katsuki pushed back. Meeting Deku for every lick, push, and bit.

He didn’t know how long they stayed like that, it could have been seconds or it could have been hours, but eventually they started to slow down. The heated kisses got replaced with calm ones. Loving ones.

Kisses that lingered. “Deku,” Katsuki breathes, “Deku. Fuck, you better not just be kissing me because of the damn drugs.”

Izuku laughed, finally putting the kissing session to an end. “Please, I’d literally kiss you any time of day, with or without the weed.”

“Good.”

“But you know,” Izuku said as he took a seat on Katsuki’s lap, “I heard kissing while high can be pretty fun, wanna try?”

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End

I have no idea what this is people. I’m so sorry.