I feel I need to explain mental health so that people can better understand why I take breaks away from stressful situations like social media. I do not close off to be mean or worry anyone. I just need time to let the manic moods wear out.

Some of you have hit up my DMs hard, I truly appreciate your care. But taking time away means staying off this app no matter what. If I go to read a DM I know I& #39;ll go further and read tweets and get myself upset. So I& #39;m trying hard not to be on here.

I went threw a low it& #39;s when my moods get to a depressed state and I& #39;m am at my most fragile. Thoughts that I& #39;d be better off not being here are strong during these times. Several stressful factors in my life have prompted those thoughts and it took all I had to fight them.

So getting on here to respond to everyone reaching out was and still is difficult. I just truly need time to get into a good place mentally. I have things I& #39;m going to keep me going but I& #39;m still not ok. And I need yall to understand this how life with schizoaffective disorder is

I& #39;m not mad at anyone, I& #39;m not trying to avoid people on purpose. I& #39;m putting my mental health care as top priority. I need less stress in my life and this place is full of stressors. I will be back I promise. *hugs*