My confidence used to be deeply tied to ever changing aspects of my character. Heritage, appearance, income, knowledge.. all brought a high of momentary self love which would eventually leave me back in a space of insecurity (pt.1)

I couldn’t understand why I was unable hold onto this concept of “self love”.. until I questioned who exactly was this “self” I was aiming to love...? When I explored why I loved rashiida, I realized I loved aspects of the character I created.. (prt.2)

which was volatile considering I was constantly changing both physically and mentally every day. So what is this “self love”? (Prt3)

Who I chose to be via what I chose to do pales in comparison to what I truly am as consciousness: infinite potentiality.. attaching to one form I momentarily embody merely holds me back. I find confidence in the infinite potentiality that is eye