Days since my violent mood swings: 0

Tonight I feel like

// i guess vent ??
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Honestly I haven& #39;t felt this bad in a while it& #39;s not exhaustion it& #39;s trying to survive after I become 18, cause my old man is closing his grip on his patience and demands that I either fix my shit up or I get kicked out for real and for good this time and

it sucks cause I& #39;m just here, trying to fix my shit and get money but it& #39;s hard, dude I can barely even afford to get basic grocery shopping. I really want to move out but he& #39;ll leech onto me and I& #39;m just like
Ig trying to find a reason to wake up everyday without feeling like

peepeepoopoo haha! well I& #39;m going to just shove these feelings down my throat again and try to suck it up, might delete this thread later but I got no other thing to let my own feelings out so sorry about this lol