Sorry, I feel as if I've been particuarly quiet.This year has been hard on top of preexisting mental health problems, and today I hit a point where I don't think I can keep going without some kind of help.

The past two months have felt like I've been at work nonstop and I feel like I'm at a breaking point there. The end of last year I felt like I was managing everything okay, but now I've hardly said a word to anyone outside of work for the past 6 months

I feel like I have a problem where I can't say anything to anyone. like anything I say will be wrong or make them hate me, even just "hey". I feel like it's impossible fpr me to have friends

I feel like the last time I've truely had a best friend was when I was 10 years old. Everyone else has always been much closer to other people than to me. The only person who's ever been stable in my life has been my mom and she's never been emotionally supportive

She's been a source of a lot of problems in my life but I don't have anyone else who I know even likes me