Today my dear friend @DingleTeach reminded me that there are no right answers in this moment.

Honesty, I'm struggling. If our most vulnerable students are in the building - I want to be in the building alongside them AND should I be fighting harder to keep us out?

I don't know how to live with myself if I feel complicit in the illness and/or death of a community member.

I don't know how to live with myself if my students go back and I stay home.

I don't know what to do in this moment.

All summer I've told myself that I have more time to figure it out.

Time is almost up.

I'm no closer to understanding.