ugh I'm sad af. Being 19 yo underpaid college student wkwk. Well, if it's just about "me" it is mooooore than enough

But when it comes to my family, friends, also boyfriend, it feels like never be enough

also I'm just being sad that I have no power (both age also money), I'm just a kid. Dude, who am I?

Can't stop hurting by my mother-in-law-wannabe but----I hate that she gets all her money and can't even pay her son's tuition fee

And still being adored cuz she has money

If I were billionaire, I would take all my friends who have toxic family get out from their home and find a job for their own, make my dad shop so he can manage it by himself and my mom or buy him Bengal so he can just breed them

Geez my bf's mom is so rude. Judge me as a bad daughter, I won't listen to you. You won't give me money just by listening to you.

I can totally say that she has no heart, she's manipulative at and yes she doesn't deserve someone as her partner cuz yes no one wants

You are all who telling me what's right and what's wrong, lemme say, the world isn't just black and white, okay? Are you really need to see us dying first?

I. Just. Want. To. Help. People. I. Love.

Why does the world being sooooo rude at me just because I don't like my bf's mom? In fact that there are sooooooo many people who don't like her

Like havsiwwkwk if she hurts you so so bad, would you like to love her?

I just can't tell you the whole story but yeeeessss she's definitely evil not only for me buat for almost everyones around her who actually had been loving her before :)

She doesn't even care if I dead. YA MANA ADA SIH ORANG SAKIT MALAH BALESNYA "SUKURIIN"

Ya Allah padahal juga tiap hari kerjaan maem dikit, jajan Komo doang, promosi jualan, desain, kaga ada tuh hedon. Kok ya duid ga pernah cukup rasanya~~~

Padahal abisnya juga bukan buat aku wkwkwk

I really need lotsa money to take my beloved ones out from their devil circle God gimme money

Sometimes I'm so confident till can say "hoo tentu saja bisaa" but sometimes I just feel that I can't even reach it :( people would throw "gratitude gaslighting" to me pffftt

Padahal klo dipikir tanah udah ada mayan luas, bangedd malah, bahan bangunan juga produksi sendiri, nikah juga bakal dibiayain ortu even tho I would make some party using my own money my parents won't lemme pay it all by my ownself, kerjaan juga dah mayan jalan

If someone will say something like, "klo gabisa nerima camer ya gausa sama anaknya"

Well, I accept that she's self-centered, selfish af, and a bad one. I still accept her, right?

And, you can't destroy her innocent son just because she isn't good. Ya yg salah siapa coba?

I should end this thread. thank you for reading this and still not gimme a bad words. I'm so solo tired.

Aku butuh lanjut ngerjain proposal desain produk buat diacc soalnya