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subject: au fest journey
so ayon teka hanggang ngayon di pa din ako makapaniwala na pasok ako sa top 5 ng au fest
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> (congrats din sa lahat ng mga kasama kong au writers and sa winners),, tbh dapat di ako sasali dito kase tinatapos ko ongoing au ko (CTY)
subject: au fest journey
so ayon teka hanggang ngayon di pa din ako makapaniwala na pasok ako sa top 5 ng au fest
then may nagdm sakin if interested daw ba ako sumali, sabi ko pagiisipan ko since I know my capabilities and hindi pako ganon kagaling as a writer since kakastart ko palang magsulat ng AUs last june, then this friend @nomnomnonu asked me to join with him and so ayon
sa sobrang advance ko mag-isip gumawa ako agad ng prompt without knowing the full imstructions and that prompt is yung nilabas ko recently na one-shot AU sana, and since that day kinakabahan nako kung makakapasok ba at sana may habit sa song choices kase kumpyansa ako don
the day na isesend yung dms sobrang kabado ko non mga 3000 to the point na ginugulo ko sina sam, cheanne, micha, sais, kate and others na kabado ako chena, then ff sa pinapili ako ng # and I chose 20 kase diko din alam and alalang alala ko pa kung pano ako halos maglupasay
++ sa sahig kase action yung nakuha ko tas si jun yung main lead, like sobrang unexpected, even called my friend na papadisqualify ako kase diko kayang panindigan yung given genre,, and so from that day @leecheanned constantly encouraged me na kaya ko kahit alam kong hindi
pero thimgs became unexpected kasi dumagsa yung ideas to the point na dapat magroromance ako pero the plot for WY was born hshs,, dun din nagstart yung agenda ko na what if mag full angst ako even tho first time ko sumulat ng ganon,, and I suddenly became competitive af
there& #39;s this anxiety na baka hindi tangkilikin yung story ko kase walang bakas ng romance and ginawa kong goal yon, to break the stigma na worth reading din yung non-romance aus even if I myself writes and reads romance aus,, I don& #39;t mean to offend anybody sorry po https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">
while writing this AU, I almost gave up during the process kasi it& #39;s beyond my league and guilty ako sa part na pinabilis ko yung story para lang hindi lumampas sa 100 chapters,, and somehow napull-off ko naman yon because of the feedbacks and critics ng iba
and there& #39;s this constant anxiety and envy to my fellow writers kasi yung sakanila nakakakuha ng good feedbacks like maganda siya and all pero 70% ng akin is bakit ganun daw yung ending, wala daw hustisya and natakot ako for that na baka wala ng magbasa
pero good thing meron hdjsgsjsb and thankful ako sa readers huhu ily y& #39;all some moots even sent me a dm to let me know about their reactions and all,, thank you so much!! I promise na bibigyan ko pa kayo ng worth-read na aus with angst syempre since forte ko pala ang angst lmao
- to my support system @leecheanned thank you mahal kita sobra
- to my joyjoy @micha_jpeg and @lachierubied thank you sa encouragements sobra ilysm
- to my fellow writers sa sais @nomnomnonu
@ohtaeseven proud ako sating lahat since napull-off natin to kahit challenging ang genre
- to my joyjoy @micha_jpeg and @lachierubied thank you sa encouragements sobra ilysm
- to my fellow writers sa sais @nomnomnonu
@ohtaeseven proud ako sating lahat since napull-off natin to kahit challenging ang genre
- to my pokpok sis @yuun_hannie thank u for encouraging me sa vids ni jeonghan HSHSS ilysm!
- to my hane @JIHSWOONED thank u for helping me throughout this au fest from the opinions, edits, sa vids and encouragement huhu
- to my newfound friends in this fest, we all did well!!
- to my hane @JIHSWOONED thank u for helping me throughout this au fest from the opinions, edits, sa vids and encouragement huhu
- to my newfound friends in this fest, we all did well!!
and congrats sa sarili ko depota my 5 MB brain made it!! sa lahat ng readers ng with you, thank you so much and I promise to future readers, I promise I& #39;ll give you more aus to read hehe gagalingan ko pa,,
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raia loves y& #39;all
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