still eternally perplexed by folks that wake up in the morning, immediately get up, have goals for the day and have zero issue doing the things that need to get done without really procrastinating

like. no anxiety about doing things wrong, no dawdling about finding excuses towards yourself and others (who aren’t even asking), no seeking distraction from the impending stress of facing your obligations, no feeking overwhelmed...????
what

and not just for chores or tougher tasks, but also activities that are to relax, to have fun, hobbies... procrastinating playing a video game i love to unwind because ??? idk, what if it goes Wrong. wrong how? idk. Wrong :’g

taking an hour from telling myself “ok let’s do this small stack of dishes, won’t take more that 10-15 mins” and actually getting up to do them. because my brain i stuck on the “oh no What If” phase and somehow that convinces me enough to dawdle??? i wanna clean!

i like things clean and organised! brain WHY

this thread brought to you by my frustration with myself and my anxiety riddled brain >:c