Before I tweet about what I want to tweet about, this is a reminder that depression manifests differently in different people.

With that being said, I feel like I& #39;m in a funk (and yes, that& #39;s a euphemism for feeling like I& #39;m in a depressive episode).

I was diagnosed with depression when I was pretty young. Like 7th or 8th grade. But even for me, these episodes look differently a lot of the time.

This time around, I& #39;m thinking there& #39;s a lot of self-doubt. I& #39;m second-guessing everything. I& #39;m feeling incapable in many areas.

The worst thing about it is I can& #39;t really discern if any of these doubts are coming from a "real" place or if it& #39;s all just me not feeling good about me.

And can I just say that it& #39;s REALLY difficult making "important" decisions when you don& #39;t feel good about you?

I don& #39;t really have a point to this thread. It& #39;s just something I& #39;m trying to deal with right now.

I think it& #39;s important to vocalize these things. Not just for myself but for anyone else on the TL who& #39;s having these kinds of struggles. Because this shit feels really lonely.

When I get like this, I feel really stupid. And I feel like nobody really gets it.

So if you& #39;re reading these like, "I feel that," I want to make it clear: You& #39;re not alone. You& #39;re not stupid. And I get it.