this kinda of a personal fact but I have major trust issues like so much trust issues and ive never felt comfortable opening up people

the fact that I’m telling you guys this is a lot

for some reason the people I meet on here I’m more comfortable with to open up to which SHOULDNT be normal

I guess what I’m trying to say is that I may seem loud and happy on here which I am irl but I also have a lot OF baggage that I really don’t talk about a lot the main things that helps me get through is making other people feel happy and loved I try my best to make you all feel

that way and feel like your not alone that makes me feel like I’m doing something right and that nobody should have to go through what I have gone through for most of my life

I’m just rambling at this point but I really do post happy stuff and try to make anyone’s day it gives me joy kindness as always been my nature even when I was hurt to the point of no return but I always bounce back

I’m probably gonna wake to this thread and delete it

none of y’all saw this thread ha ha ha the deep thoughts of laura haaaa