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So yeah, since I created my private side account, everything was a rollercoaster whose parabelleums are, the majority, going down and hardly rising up to me. The reason begun long time ago, when I met a great artist here-
So yeah, since I created my private side account, everything was a rollercoaster whose parabelleums are, the majority, going down and hardly rising up to me. The reason begun long time ago, when I met a great artist here-
-Her content was brilliant and she was so cute, not gonna lie. OK, leaving that aside, I decided to follow her & support in all as I could... basically, acting like a "simp". Everything was great, the time has passed and the first time a conflict started was when her boyfriend-
-called me a "simp". Yeah... I took it way too serious, messing up in just 2 days, screenshotting and showing it in public. She broke the silence with me & I proceeded to delete everything related on that topic, same as flirting the one who I had a crush.
And if I did it, her-
And if I did it, her-
-friends came to tell me to stop it instead of she could tell directly to me.
Anyway, time flew, she created a Discord server, I joined & everything was to chill.
Everybody gangsta till I ruined it again w/saying something very out of position, I apologized for it and never-
Anyway, time flew, she created a Discord server, I joined & everything was to chill.
Everybody gangsta till I ruined it again w/saying something very out of position, I apologized for it and never-
-happened again.
Alright, at this point, I considered all my mistakes from the past to don& #39;t break a kind of follower and artist "friendship". I realized she started acting to ignore me, like if I did something so wrong I don& #39;t remember... I had forgotten about the previous ones-
Alright, at this point, I considered all my mistakes from the past to don& #39;t break a kind of follower and artist "friendship". I realized she started acting to ignore me, like if I did something so wrong I don& #39;t remember... I had forgotten about the previous ones-
-but I decided to see what& #39;s the matter and... it ended quite bad.
I did callout posts (I forgot it, seriously) without thinking of the consequences, while I was crying inside, until she blocked me.
It kinda puts me in a bad moment, for real, so I wanted to know her why...-
I did callout posts (I forgot it, seriously) without thinking of the consequences, while I was crying inside, until she blocked me.
It kinda puts me in a bad moment, for real, so I wanted to know her why...-
-She had called me a "stalker"... it has hit me strong, but I contained the tears because, in the deep, she& #39;d be better now, thing that never happened as I previously expected.
Weeks later, I had entered into Twitter when I saw somebody DM& #39;d me.
Strange it was, so I checked what-
Weeks later, I had entered into Twitter when I saw somebody DM& #39;d me.
Strange it was, so I checked what-
-was. She sent to me that she wasn& #39;t feeling well in those times, her mind was tired of it, she felt bad... the point? She told me that, due her inconveniences, she put me the label of "stalker" & blocked me instead of talking w/me directly in private. She didn& #39;t do it because-
-she was afraid of breaking my heart, as in those times I loved her so much...
She told me she wanted to help to heal out, a cure to my mark. I literally cried a lot that day... she didn& #39;t want to be apologized cause it was something she learnt to her future, still I accepted it-
She told me she wanted to help to heal out, a cure to my mark. I literally cried a lot that day... she didn& #39;t want to be apologized cause it was something she learnt to her future, still I accepted it-
-as apologies.
Since she wrote to me that she& #39;s going to be glad I& #39;ll be OK was the comeback of my past and callout posts just by the coincidence the "Ice Law" was still there. Didn& #39;t learn, have a soft and fool heart!
It was the drop that spilled the glass...
She blew up, not-
Since she wrote to me that she& #39;s going to be glad I& #39;ll be OK was the comeback of my past and callout posts just by the coincidence the "Ice Law" was still there. Didn& #39;t learn, have a soft and fool heart!
It was the drop that spilled the glass...
She blew up, not-
-matter how broken I would end, and started of taking the initiative. I wanted to know what I did wrong now to being ignored, and she told me nothing except having a crush on her, which was unhealthy down her perspective and making her uncomfortable at some point.
I... it was-
I... it was-
-enough to me to put me in reason, so strong I felt that hit that still I& #39;m recovering from it. So currently, I& #39;m still leaving her in total peace... I just hope she& #39;s okay now without me, a total, foolish, cheesy & blind dumbass that ruined a life without thinking back-
-I regret of my bad actions, I don& #39;t regret of having a crush on her because I was conscientious it is impossible having opposite perpectives from each other.
Although it hurts me, I enjoy that psychological pain in short.
I don& #39;t want neither have the pardon of nobody, nobody-
Although it hurts me, I enjoy that psychological pain in short.
I don& #39;t want neither have the pardon of nobody, nobody-
-I said, this is what I deserve for breaking someone I love...
Before ending this thread, last 2 things:
1. I don& #39;t want, nobody related with her, shows this to the person directly. I& #39;m saying this for her sake. In consequence if she reads it, hope you read the second one...
Before ending this thread, last 2 things:
1. I don& #39;t want, nobody related with her, shows this to the person directly. I& #39;m saying this for her sake. In consequence if she reads it, hope you read the second one...
2. Listen, I know I have commited several mistakes on my past, even if I apologized for it, even if I& #39;ve changed, I& #39;m still the same crazy person to you who see me I never changed I guess... but every action I made just brought more mental problems to you. I feel quite bad at-
-this moment, but my words and screenshots are the only evidence I have to prove my change, thing that you& #39;ll think more than twice of me. At this point, I don& #39;t deserve nothing in change except being ignored by you.
I hurt you, I wanted to help you as you told to me too-
I hurt you, I wanted to help you as you told to me too-
- & I totally appreciate you for getting worried of my sake, but here, in this thread, I& #39;m expressing every thing I kept saved on me for a long time. My intention was never making you pass through bad moments all this time, just to helping you. I only hope you get better from-
-all my serious misunderstandings, heal that mark I left on you. Hope your future life shines, keeping strong against several obstacles and not giving up. Stay safe & have a nice day... see ya. Hope you get better from my stupidity... see ya.
- VB (August 4th, 2020 at 12:33 AM)
- VB (August 4th, 2020 at 12:33 AM)
