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As most of you know, I’m nose-deep in a fandom that I’ve purposefully separated from my account here. And some days I experience things that give me serious flashbacks to former fandoms. It’s all a cycle, for the most part. But mostly I become regretful. (Cont.)
I mean. I guess I don’t regret things, but I wish I had handled them differently. The Glee fandom was 100% the worst. I was befriended by people because I had a small and insignificant connection that was created out of pure, dumb, luck.
And I allowed others to make me feel bad about myself for personality traits that I can’t control. (OCD tendencies, the need for constant reassurance, slow response time.) I wish I would’ve had the nerve to tell those people how shitty they made me feel. (I think they knew.)
The fandom soured the entire show for me and I never even ended up watching the rest of the series, because I wanted nothing to do with any of it. And then there was Teen Wolf. I have so many conflicting feelings about that fandom.
But what does it matter when half the fandom assumed I worked for MTV anyway, so fuck it. 
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(I know this thread is bullshit and doesn’t matter in the grand scheme of the entire WORLD right now. But it was on my mind. Carry on.)
