In my restless dreams,
I see that town. Capitol Hill. You promised you'd take me there again someday. But you never did. Well I'm alone there now, in our “special place,” waiting for you. Waiting for you to come to see me. But you never do. And so I wait, wrapped in my cocoon...
I see that town. Capitol Hill. You promised you'd take me there again someday. But you never did. Well I'm alone there now, in our “special place,” waiting for you. Waiting for you to come to see me. But you never do. And so I wait, wrapped in my cocoon...
...of pain and loneliness.
I know I've done a terrible
thing to you. Something you'll
never forgive me for. I wish I could change that, but I can't.
I feel so pathetic and ugly
laying here, waiting for you...
Every day I stare up at the cracks...
I know I've done a terrible
thing to you. Something you'll
never forgive me for. I wish I could change that, but I can't.
I feel so pathetic and ugly
laying here, waiting for you...
Every day I stare up at the cracks...
...in the ceiling and all I can think
about is how unfair it all is. Very unfair! The doctor came today. He told me I could go home for a short stay. It's not that I'm getting better.
It's just that this may be my last chance. I think you know what I mean. Even so, I'm glad...
about is how unfair it all is. Very unfair! The doctor came today. He told me I could go home for a short stay. It's not that I'm getting better.
It's just that this may be my last chance. I think you know what I mean. Even so, I'm glad...
...to be coming home. I've missed you terribly. But I'm afraid. I'm afraid you don't really want me to come home. Whenever you come see me, I can tell how hard it is on you....
I don't know if you hate me, or pity me.
Or maybe I just disgust you.
I'm sorry about that.
Or maybe I just disgust you.
I'm sorry about that.
When I first learned that I was going to d*e, I just didn't want to accept it. I was so angry all the time and I
struck out at everyone I loved most. Especially you. That's why I understand if you do hate me. But I want you to know this, James. I'll always love you...
struck out at everyone I loved most. Especially you. That's why I understand if you do hate me. But I want you to know this, James. I'll always love you...
...Even though our life together had
to end like this, I still wouldn't
trade it for the world. We had
some wonderful years together.
to end like this, I still wouldn't
trade it for the world. We had
some wonderful years together.
Well, this thread had gone on
too long, so I'll say goodbye. I told the nurse to dm this to you after I'm gone. That means that as you read
this, I'm already d*ad...
too long, so I'll say goodbye. I told the nurse to dm this to you after I'm gone. That means that as you read
this, I'm already d*ad...
I can't tell you to remember me, but I can't bear for you to forget me. These last few years since I
became president...I'm so sorry for
what I did to you, did to us. You've given me so much and I haven't been able to return a single thing...
became president...I'm so sorry for
what I did to you, did to us. You've given me so much and I haven't been able to return a single thing...
...That's why I want you to live for yourself now.
Do what's best for you.
Do what's best for you.
James...
You made me happy.
You made me happy.