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vague tweet about chase time: I desperately wish I had a therapist rn (or ever tbh) because right now I have no idea if i& #39;m doing something that& #39;s purposely making me upset or if it& #39;s just because it& #39;s outside of my comfort zone. ?/1
I& #39;ve struggled all of my life with running away from things and not sticking with them, either because I feel like I& #39;m not perfect at it or because I don& #39;t want to fail or rock the boat. I want to be valued but I don& #39;t want to put myself out there enough to make a mistake. /2
you see the bit of a problem I have now? If I quit or walk away, is it because I& #39;m a coward or because it& #39;s genuinely not worth it? Why am I getting so hung up on things or people that ultimately will have no impact on my day-to-day life if I choose to just disengage? ?/3
Why *can& #39;t* i disengage? Why is it so hard for me to do anything but stay in the fucking middle when doing that makes me feel even worse? This has happened with so many things, too: so why is it a continuing pattern? Am I self sabotaging? How do I know what the fuck to do? ?/4
