Been trying various methods

to get people in my life
to understand; my health issues

are chronic

with no magic cures.

#MySpoons

When people pray for me, I tell them

prayer,
positive energy,
finding the right docs?

That got me this far. God made science & science is doing its best.

Sometimes I want to say "let's pray about your height too. You want to be six feet right? And prayer can do everything!"

But that also insinuates something is wrong with being short.

I wish they'd try to understand.

Psychologically I know they're trying to distance themselves from the possibility that they could end up in my position.

Or want to believe I'll get better by Jesus magic because they hate to see my pain.

But having my health treated like it's my fault for not catching the Holy Ghost twice on Sunday...

I don't know. It makes me feel unloved.

I feel like all the work I do every day just to keep myself going - or sometimes literally alive - is just ignored.

So if you have any better ideas I'm listening.