I am back but I am not okay, nor am I sure I ever will be. I am very sensitive fragile at this time and potentially unstable. I will get mad and sad at petty things and potentially make visceral comments that I soon regret saying. I& #39;m very sorry, please be patient with me

I& #39;m very weak emotionally and questioning many things about myself and others. I am volatile now but I hope my sorrow and frustration can maybe help me bloom into a beautiful flower

Your help and kindness is very, extremely much valued to me even if I don& #39;t seem to reciprocate those kind feelings. I am not in the best position but please know that I& #39;m trying my very, very best. It really does mean so much to me

I apologize if I appear to act a lot differently than before, I& #39;m in a very uncertain place in my mind and I& #39;m just simply not the same person I was not do I know if I& #39;ll ever be that person again