I finally got my lab test results which was a super long wait and a struggle.

The lab results came back “normal.”

My heart is absolutely broken.

I’m not sure where to go from here...

My BP keeping going down to 78/43 but I couldn’t even get a cardio visit until October.

My MCAS specialist is “out of the office” for two weeks. (I don’t even have all those labs back.)

I keep getting seizures and moments of being unable to breathe.

My legs randomly choose not to work. I don’t have a wheelchair atm.

The doctors in my area don’t do telehealth but don’t really allow for someone to go inside with you, so I have to push myself overboard just to get inside the office (which is filled with triggers like bleach)

I don’t have any “safe” foods left anymore. I have some things that I can still somewhat eat, but then I’ll have some sort of reaction afterwards. That doesn’t feel very safe.

This turned into a whole rant, but honestly like me, my bf, my best friend, my sister, etc are all fighting for me so hard. It’s so hurtful to continue to be getting sicker and not have doctors help me out.