I& #39;ve been thinking a lot lately about how I should have things planned and clear in my head for what I want, and maybe I perpetuate this in my content, but now I realise I don& #39;t give myself time to just & #39;think& #39; and daydream.

In truth, and I think many of you can relate to this, we& #39;re all just trying to figure things out as we go along. If you don& #39;t have a plan, don& #39;t know what you want, or simply prefer to live in the moment, that& #39;s normal and it& #39;s fine.

I think I& #39;m fine carrying on with the type of content I& #39;m producing and the rate I& #39;m putting it out, but I definitely want to take a few days to take stock of everything on my mind: content creation, the wedding, work, health, family etc.

I guess what I& #39;m trying to say is it may look like I have thing figured out because the nature of my content aims to make it look that way and show I have the answers. But in reality I& #39;m no closer to having things in my own life figured out and can feel that drifting.

To be clear all this isn& #39;t to say I& #39;m taking time away from streaming or YouTube, but I& #39;ll probably take some time off from work so I have actual headspace to take stock of things going on. Sorry for the long post, hopefully this shows you these feelings are common and normal! https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙂" title="Leicht lächelndes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Leicht lächelndes Gesicht">