Do you ever feel like your entire being is so worthless to the point that you hate yourself for being who you are

Because im totally feeling like crap at my workplace. I felt like my boss hates me enough to make me hate myself too

(Venting platform bc my tw is so dead barely anyone would actl read this anw HAHAH)

But im just so done.

Sometimes I wish I can be 'normal' so my boss would learn to appreciate me more

My brain everytime i step into my workplace is

Ah here comes the day I can prove my self worthlessness

So much for working and becoming a boss in healthcare line when I was constantly being fed with words my parents wouldn't even tell me

If ever one day i decided to do sth stupid and people found this thread then at least some ppl would know what caused it.