Julian Blackthorn, my demisexual king {I’m bored, it’s a short thread}

“It was times like this Julian wished he was any good at flirting. He wasn’t. He had never in his life felt a flicker of desire for any girl who wasn’t Emma, so it was something he’d never learned to do.”

— Lord of Shadows, pg. 45

“He had never desired anyone before Emma, and never anyone since. There had been times when he was younger that had puzzled him- he was a teenager, he was supposed to be full of inchoate longings and wantings and yearnings, wasn’t he? But he never wanted anyone, never fantasized-

or dreamed or longed at all.”

— Lord of Shadows, pg. 615

“Emma was the only person he had ever desired, and the force of that desire sometimes stunned him.”

— Queen of Air & Darkness, pg. 34

“It was strange to think of desire as divorved from feeling: He had never desired anyone he hadn’t already loved. Never desired anyone but Emma.”

— Queen of Air & Darkness, pg. 580

end of thread <33 I love him so much

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