I’m starting to worry about my heart breaking now. I fear that I’m losing everything I love. I never thought I would be mad a little bit. I keep thinking, “I’m not the best girlfriend. This will never last. I’m stupid at everything I do. Nobody keeps me long... (1/8)

enough.” I wonder why would anyone want a woman who is literally a mess, not the smartest, not a normal person, useless, needy, or anything like that. I’m at my last chance of having a relationship and I fear I failed once again. (2/8)

It’s hard for me to be a better person in general. Being a girlfriend is the hardest thing I ever am. I don’t know how my lover is putting up my sh*t. I feel like I’m not doing anything right. (3/8)

I usually get my heart broken by now. And I still worry about him leaving me after the wonderful memories we have. I’m sorry about this thread of tweets, I really do.https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙁" title="Leicht stirnrunzelndes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Leicht stirnrunzelndes Gesicht"> I love him very much. I never had a real relationship like this... (4/8)

It feels real and it is. I’ve been really moody and overthink once again. This year is just all over the place. He made my year a lot better, my life a lot better. I just tend to overthink and emotional. I really do love him. He’s the best, and the greatest. (5/8)

I would die for him. I would do everything for him. I poured my heart out, giving him my heart to fix and be better. I f•cking love him so d•mn much.https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face"> Again, I’m so sorry I am so overthink everything and rant on here. I just feel like I want to say something...(6/8)

some point in time. I don’t care if y’all ignore this thread. I just want to say something about me and my stupid overthinking things about relationships. I’m so sorry to tweet this out. I even had him helped me with my issues. That’s one thing I really appreciate him... (7/8)

I’m just blessed to have a real relationship. Healthy, clean, problem solving, etc. I love him.https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz"> And again, I’m sorry for the rant. That’s all I have to say. Have a good day/night.https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙁" title="Leicht stirnrunzelndes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Leicht stirnrunzelndes Gesicht"> (8/8)