i can be pretty open about some things but i& #39;ve also been called a "cagey bitch" which is pretty accurate tbf. if u& #39;ve ever felt like i was shutting u out ur probably right but that& #39;s b/c experience has taught me it& #39;s dangerous to be vulnerable and to trust slowly and selectively

sometimes my BPD and thereby my impulsivity kick in and i jump head-first into relationships (incl. friendships) and then i gotta jump right back out because i feel unsafe. that sucks and isn& #39;t fair to anyone. i& #39;m working on it

idk what the point of this thread is other than i just wanna clarify why sometimes i might seem aloof. it& #39;s not a lack of caring. i care about the people in my life deeply. i& #39;m just tired of getting myself into sketchy, emotionally precarious situations https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤷‍♀️" title="Achselzuckende Frau" aria-label="Emoji: Achselzuckende Frau">