i can be pretty open about some things but i've also been called a "cagey bitch" which is pretty accurate tbf. if u've ever felt like i was shutting u out ur probably right but that's b/c experience has taught me it's dangerous to be vulnerable and to trust slowly and selectively

sometimes my BPD and thereby my impulsivity kick in and i jump head-first into relationships (incl. friendships) and then i gotta jump right back out because i feel unsafe. that sucks and isn't fair to anyone. i'm working on it

idk what the point of this thread is other than i just wanna clarify why sometimes i might seem aloof. it's not a lack of caring. i care about the people in my life deeply. i'm just tired of getting myself into sketchy, emotionally precarious situations