Saturday night my dad yelled at me and cursed calling me a kutti and laanti bcus i picked up his phone and saw the message from his second wife wishing him happy birthday from her and their kids. i knew about the wife and we've already argued way too many times but the kids was-

something that i didn't know about. i was shocked. i was silent. my dad pushed me and snatched the phone from my hand cursing at me and saying how i and my mom try to ruin his life and are dedicated to making him look like a bad person. that I'm invading his privacy-

he kept yelling and screaming and cursing and calling my mom names and at that moment i was so numb and hurt, that the first person he curses is me. that it was my mistake for simply picking up the phone to see the apps because he just bought it. i wasn't trying to do anything..

but ofcourse, his reaction to this simply shows how shitty and guilty he is. he knows he's fucked up but he'll never admit to it. i broke down so badly that i yelled at him in the most heartbroken voice i think i've had and asked "phir aap poochte hain trauma kyun aur kaise diya"

he scoffed at me. he kept on demeaning my mom brother and i so i absolutely lost myself at that moment and screamed almost psychotically that I hate him. and i said it over and over again. if you're ever going to be a parent please, ffs don't cheat. don't do this. please.

sorry if i'm oversharing but i really wanted to vent somewhere.

also ik some of y'all are absolute sweethearts but please don't text me about this for now.

oh wow a lot of ppl have seen this uh this is awkward :)

hi daddy issues twt how y'all holdin up? dms open if anyone ever wants to talk or vent okay! please take care of yourself