So i see someone said Alan Rickman would never like me as a person or be disappointed in having a fan like me. I’ve heard the same with Tom Hiddleston. I just want to say that is completely true, he would never like me, he’s love me because i am brave as fuck. The things +

I’ve went through all my life? The silence i keep so people do not see my weaknesses everyday? The effort i take to get out of bed even feeling like shit its a win already. I healed from a depression. I’m healing from anxiety. I go through shit everyday. I manage to +

Not let people bring me down yet not always is possible. I am human i get down sometimes too. I do mistakes. YOu do too. We all do. So why all this? I am a fighter and ive been winning the battle since i can remember, still fighting, everyday even when i think it’s all lost. +

I wont let people behind a screen telling me what i am or not when i took years to construct the amazing brave person i am today. I know myself better than anyone in this app. Anybody. I do everything for my friends and my loved ones. I cannot stant injustice at all. +

I am strong and i’ll ALWAYS be. Been bullied since i was a kid, grown up in a toxic family, jealousy, disloyalty, bullying, manipulation. I am lucky to be alive. Ive lost a lot of weight when i was sick, i didnt leave my bed for days, i wanted to sleep all day, didnt want to +

see anyone, talk or hear anyone. I am way better than what i used to be, and i healed so fast no one truly could believe. It took me a few months bc i didnt let my depression get worse, i could work on it, and I destroyed it. I won it. So in conclusion: +

Alan, god has him safe wherever he is, would YES be proud of me, proud as hell. And so would Tom. And most importantly, i am proud of myself. That’s all i need in my life.