I'm gonna vent here for a moment since it relates to my nsfw art,,

Feel free to ignore

I have a family member who's always been very curious about my artwork and generally supportive, but he is extremely "holier than thou" and can be creepy at times

Anyways, when I was very young I told him that I was writing a book (which is War of Seasons) and ever since then he's been asking me when its going to be done so he can read it, but since its very adult I'm like...

Do you really want to read cowboy porn from a family member

I know that if he knew I draw/write adult content he'd shame me, but at this point I'm tired of him obsessing over my artwork and putting me on this innocent baby pedestal when my passion is clearly something he doesn't like

Its just annoying. I hate the thought of my family shaming me for what I like to do even though I know only a few will, but that fear is always there. Just let me draw my cowboys in peace damn it

Also this isn't me being ungrateful for the art they are supportive of, I'm very thankful for that, its just the day when they find out I do more than safe pieces