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random thoughts. since childhood up to half way in college, i never desired for much. my parents didnt wanna force me into college and told me to take my time deciding but i was against it and told them to pick whatever they wanted while i tried to find a way to make it work
i was against it because at that point, i wanted to get a job that can net me steady reliable income to finally be independent enough to live on my own and have more autonomy on my life. i was RUSHING towards that
so at first, i was ultimately disinterested in civil engineering... until half way into the course where i started to genuinely enjoy it. it might have to do with the fact that at this point in the course, they teach you the actual engineering applications from the basic--
subjects such as math, physics, etc. slowly and surely i found myself liking the course and much to my shock everything worked out despite it feeling like it was purely rng from my parents
i do enjoy and not regret at all entering my course. with that said, if i found something i was also interested in and maybe its truly what came from within me, then I'll see how to make it work as usual. at leaat i can go about things pragmatically if u know what i mean
i also feel bad that i find myself in a rush to be on my own. i dont want my parents getting the wrong idea because i genuinely love them and am grateful for many things in spite of their flaws
things are turning out fine for me but i wanna add
take your time deciding on what you wanna do. its your future anyway
take your time deciding on what you wanna do. its your future anyway
dont rush like what i did. i still feel like i did something really wrong lol
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