i think i always just get more attached to online friends than they prob do to me

im notnlike. blaming anyone but like
i just feel everything is just lopsided and i just wanna be Real Friends with cool ppl...

just don't wanna cross lines i shouldn't and then scare ppl off =/

i wanna make plans with ppl irl
i wanna like. maybe live with friends or something when i get a job
idk i just wanna have real bonds with other ppl with similar interests

i know it's not like i can or should expect others to feel that way but it's just rly frustrating bc i cant help having this weigh down on me all the time...