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on to the story. i couldn’t tell mom or anyone in the house kasi they all know my past. they’ll just think na, siguro im talking to guy already kasi thats how i am eh. thats how they know i am. malandi. kating kati mag kajowa.
but no,,,,i really was uncomfortable and unable to feel safe in this house for a couple of days na.
I told some people, like my bestfriend casz, my other bestfriend...my cousin wency, yung dating nagbabantay samin na naging close ko for some reason, kyla.
I felt like nobody understands...so hinayaan ko nalang. I pushed the thought away kasi baka normal lang yun. Baka nagagandahan lang sakin. Baka its not much of a big deal.
Pero yesterday, it bothered me so much. Kasi i was bored tapos may mic si kuya mark na pwede ikabit sa speaker kaya nagkaraoke nalang ako. Although naka tingin lang ako sa phone ko kita ko sa peripheral vision ko na vinivideohan nyako.
I ignored it. Again. Baka idol daw ako kaya ako vinivideohan. Sige po. Until dumating yung time na i was watching vlogs sa ipad ko while drinking iced coffee. Nakita ko may ka vc sya sa phone ni keight. Tapos paminsan minsan titingin sya sakin tapos iuusod nya yung camera para-
++ makita ako sa camera. I saw that as well. I aint dumb. I know when things are getting shitty. And ayun. Boyfriend nya kausap nya.
Tapos one time i went to the kitchen to get water. She was also talking to someone on the phone. I asked her if may nagyeyelo ba na inumin. Sabi nya wala. Tas bigla nyang sinabi “ah, si alex kausap ko” uhm....
First of all. Wala syang kaclose na staffs namin. Second hindi pwedeng si kyla kausap nya kasi nakablock na nga sya sa account ni kyla. Third. What the actual fuck? I also dont even know anyone from her family or friends. How come they know me?
Dyan palang weird na and shit. Pero what more kung ikwkwento ko yung pinagmulan ng takot and uncomfortableness ko.
Pero lets cut it off here.
Im doing this thread here instead of don sa private account ko kasi its a serious thing. Its my life thats involved here. I want to know if my feelings are valid. If its okay to feel this way.
Also really want to update everyone on whats going on in my life. I may be quiet but I understand things already and I observe.
