I thinkkkkkkk I have to put a CW / TW for self-harm and/or addiction for this I don't actually know
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but I have a problem.
I have a problem with sour candy and treats.

I'm not just obsessed. I'm not just eating my favorite candy or anything.

I have a problem I need help

I eat the sour candy until the entire top layer of my tongue burns off.

yes. you read that right. then it hurts for days and I'm sad I can't eat any without blinding pain but sometimes I do it anyway.

I drink lemon juice sometimes. yes.

I get extra sour everything when I can

I get extra sour snow cones.

I got a snow cone today in which I asked for extra extra sour flavoring. so they did just that.

and y'all.........

tmi gastro / bowel info coming

my fucking asshole is soooooooooo angry; SOOOOOOOO angry with me

my stomach hurts. I do this a lot.

I've never wanted to admit that I couldn't stop and that I may have an issue here lmao because it sounds RIDICULOUS ABSOLUTELY WILDLY RIDICULOUS

but it's true.

I am addicted to citric acid. and malic acid. ascorbic acid. fumaric acid.

not the drug acid, no no. sour acid.

anyway, I've officially talked about my bowel routines at least three times on this account so you know I'm not bullshitting (ha) you about pretty much anything

I'll over share and answer pretty much anything, all the time. mostly people just have to be sure they wanna hear it.

tfw you finish this thread and then someone you really respect follows you right effing after and now this will be their first impression and lasting standard for me

I can't delete it now though
that's weak