wild dreams..... very wild dreams

my second dream....

it's not a happy one, actually— it's sad

confusing

대장님 appeared but he had someone I didn't know but I'd somehow swapped places with her

and there was a child, but I don't know, she was more grown than 담이

he treated me like the other person/girl/love interest? but the turning point came when I just got too confused because I didn't know who I "was" and asked why am I "O"? (on something, some chat, he was represented as "S" and "I" was "O")

he said because I'm "O" on my facebook? but then I think it started to fall apart and he realised I wasn't who I was

but I didn't know where "she" had gone, either

the middle points are a huge blur, but then there was some scifi stuff and I remember vividly a scene where somehow yoongi was involved—

maybe he was the one who was responsible for something bad happening to 대장님

because 대장님 awoke from some kind of state, grabbed some kind of device, and attacked/used it on yoongi

as though with rage and bitterness, in a last bid for revenge to bring someone else down with him, even though he's resigned to his ruined life

and the girl from before, she appeared in some kind of facility, and 대장님 was there, as some controlled/mindless test subject, and she was trying to make him into a vampire— to live again I guess

—

// it feels real weird— the first part, my brain took my experiences with __-___, hugging him, but somehow extrapolated what it might be like if he were broader (resulting in it somehow being combined a little with the feeling I get when it's my dad)

and there were the times he would want ___ or be affectionate with me which were all modelled off __-___, but even my dream self knew that there was something wrong here and it felt too weird— that's __-___, not him at all

I stopped anything from happening, those times

//

also there was a scene at the very beginning where it felt like the cameras were on for a behind video, he was in an open and shining first floor of some building, for some reason jimin was there and wore the same t-shirt as him

(the one from 25th anniversary concert beginning part, my everything and juliet and nan arayo and the first string of taijiboys songs)

but jimin went into the toilet? then he went in as well?? and then jimin came out first

and then lastly he came out but wearing some black-coloured (not too fancy) jacket and a white shirt, holding his daughter's hand who was also wearing a mini-version black jacket and white shirt??

(until later in the dream it got wacky and apparently she "was revealed"

as not being his daughter but some random stranger who was very short but an adult o.o)

there was some kind of apartment building, but with a rather crowded and makeshift feel to it, and a few floors we kept trying to jump or run around in, but couldn't find the exit

there was a floor with some strange wooden grid of square holes in it, and we could go through it and below was a large mattress, but the distance between the mattress and the grid was rather short

and somehow we finally escaped and were at a breakfast area? and then some guests started showing up and speaking german(??) to us? and then shortly after the "S" and "O" question came up :/

and yeah one of those german guests halfway through the conversation was like, looks/gestures to me and him vaguely, like as though inquiring about our relationship / hoping that we would clarify

and my dream self was internally like??? um??? I don't know (since like uhhm 26 year age gap, I could literally be his daughter but uhh he is thinking of me as someone else right now)

anyway TT I think that's it....
I'll forget it soon enough (I hope)

// my apologies for subjecting the tl to this weird stuff my dream subconscious makes up, if necessary please ignore this thread or forget it ever existed hahahhahah