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For those who keep asking: yes, I do enjoy exploring themes of underage characters. "Cub" isn& #39;t the right word, because that usually implies like, 6 year olds, and my interest is strictly in adolescent sexuality, around 15-18. I have separate characters for these themes.
You have never seen ANY of this work and there& #39;s a reason for that. I do not want this kind of thing to become part of my "brand", because it& #39;s just for me. I don& #39;t want people thinking it& #39;s "okay to be a pedophile", I encourage folks to find healthy coping mechanisms and -
- psychiatric help. I understand that this kind of artwork can come with risks in distributing, like abusers using my work to groom children, or possibly "normalizing" child abuse. While I personally don& #39;t think these really hold up, I still do not post them so that -
- my personal artwork cannot be used by abusers. I apologize for how this affects other people: my intentions of doing what I do are never to hurt people or alienate people. I kept it a secret not because fear of being "caught", but rather because I didn& #39;t want to hurt anyone.
I would never, ever, never in a million years hurt anyone in reality. I have ZERO interest in real teens or real life "roleplay" of any kind. Child abuse is absolutely abhorrent, and I& #39;ve always attempted to keep my space free of predators and harmful rhetoric.
I& #39;m constantly learning new things about how social circles work. I don& #39;t have all the answers yet, and I& #39;d like to have time to understand how I feel about certain types of content on my own. Generally, censorship is not something I favor, but I& #39;m still learning. I& #39;m like, 19.
I will apologize for supporting public underage work. In the future I will make an effort not to be outward with my own afflictions. No one else should be subjected to what I deal with, that& #39;s unfair to all my supporters.
"why don& #39;t you go get psychiatric help yourself?"
1. That& #39;s a lot of money I don& #39;t have.
2. There& #39;s no studies that say psychiatric help is effective in the long term. I certainly don& #39;t wanna spend hundreds or thousands of dollars just to relapse.
1. That& #39;s a lot of money I don& #39;t have.
2. There& #39;s no studies that say psychiatric help is effective in the long term. I certainly don& #39;t wanna spend hundreds or thousands of dollars just to relapse.
I have done the research on this, I don& #39;t /want/ to think this way, I don& #39;t /want/ this to be my coping mechanism, but this has proven to be the most effective for my own mental health. And again, I& #39;m sorry that it leaked; I never wanted to subject others to this.
To address the screenshots taken: they are real, I guarantee it. I may have said some things out of rage, but the most of it is true in essence. I do enjoy underage character content, I never wanted it to be public.
I totally understand if this is a & #39;dealbreaker& #39; for supporting me. I urge you to block me, unfollow, mute, thrash at me, do whatever you want. Take whatever steps necessary to distance yourself from me, I don& #39;t want people to be affected by me.
