while i would love to say i’m completely remorseful over my actions, i’m not. of course i’m sorry for the pain i’ve caused others. but you simply don’t understand my full situation. you never can. the pain i’ve been put through is immeasurable and goes (1/x)

far beyond plussyknight and quarantine and extend to my whole life. what i don’t understand is that. a lot of you probably read twitlongers concerning my life and idk. it just seems odd to me that still no one seemed to understand where i was coming from yesterday or any day (2/x

but now that i’ve really calmed down and can coherently explain this best i can, i just. i don’t understand how people can’t see how i’m feeling through the songs i put out. i suppose no one is listening to them in the first place and no one wants to know how i feel (3/x)

and of course i don’t mean no one. i have real friends here. but it feels like no one cares to engage themselves emotionally enough to actually comprehend at all what i’m going through. or maybe bipolar / anger issues combo is really that uncommon?? (4/x)

i mean. you guys have seen kanye rn right. he is literally doing what i was just doing except he is doing it as a real celebrity and being mocked for it on a large scale because like all of you we refuse to normalize mental illness (5/x)

being mentally ill means you are out of your own control sometimes. haha funny kanye being crazy kanye https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤪" title="Zany face" aria-label="Emoji: Zany face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤪" title="Zany face" aria-label="Emoji: Zany face"> omg wtf are you on about joeyyy https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😡" title="Schmollendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Schmollendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😡" title="Schmollendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Schmollendes Gesicht"> wtf is wrong with this guy https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😤" title="Triumphierendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Triumphierendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😤" title="Triumphierendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Triumphierendes Gesicht"> dude take a break from twitter (6/x)

i’m so sick of it. let me be mentally ill. i understand my illness. thousands of others with the same do too. and my brothers are taking care of me. educate yourselves and stop being obtuse neurotypicals (7/8)

and because i know this thread may become a hate neurotypical now i offend neurotypicals somehow because that’s a thing or something i’m gonna end it here. normalize my illness please, let me spread positivity and love from here on out (8/8)