I can't logic myself into believing transition is a sensible choice for me anymore. All my previous motivations (having a "male" brain, I *should* have been born in a male body, "transition is the *only* cure for dysphoria")— none of those seem objectively possible. 1/

I do still think transition is a viable and reasonable solution to dysphoria. But I do feel like it makes sense to exhaust every other option first. Luckily, my dysphoria has gotten a lot better after simply realizing that my previous motivations have no logical basis. 2/

Does make me wonder if I'd have ever found a therapist who'd have helped me towards a similar conclusion. Kind of blows my mind that a therapist can affirm that you were somehow born in the wrong body. 3/

Trying not to think about how/where I'd be I hadn't redirected my life around such an unfounded set of ideas. 4/4