I've been thinking this lately but I kinda forgot it sometimes, but here it is hehe
Sad Story Time 
[a sinulid... aka thread]
My hands are getting colder and colder when I did this thread HAHAHAH


[a sinulid... aka thread]
My hands are getting colder and colder when I did this thread HAHAHAH
Anyways, it's a usual day yesterday you know? Been waiting for the Episode 6 to drop hehe, did cry a lot doe (also my co-eggies too HAHA) and then voting as usual hahahahah (sorry i can't think anything on what to put haha)—
Okay, let's go back to the topic. It was a sad day for me because of the dropouts, and then after the episode stopped airing on YouTube, I checked on Twitter and IG, and sending this photo GC per GC hajsjskajk
And, since it's quarantine, I'm always bored so, before the Live was aired, I was watching some compilations of some Cute Pets on TikTok that's uploaded on YT, and there's a particular audio that's stuck in my head for too long—
And it was Touch by Sleeping at Last, the "I kinda want to feel again~", and it reminds me of something when I hear this music. It's a Sad Song if you'll listen to it kahaj—
anyways, this audio makes me emotional if I'll just listen to it like 1-30 secs, and also reminds me of our Family Dog, which is this Boomerang below
That's Towki, wonder why I can laugh this name for too long (i guess only Ilocanos can understand it), but anyways, she is like 1 1/2 years old, and been my Stress Removal for those years
, even my dad took it for jogging everyday

Then here's the saddest part which keeps replaying in my head
One normal day, my dad took it for jogging, and my mind keeps telling that I got to see her again, but in reality, its the last day I got to see her
. My dad didn't checked her, so that's why she died on an—

One normal day, my dad took it for jogging, and my mind keeps telling that I got to see her again, but in reality, its the last day I got to see her

accident last 2019, it was like she only live for like 7 or 8 months on 2019, when I saw that Towki isn't infront of my dad, I was shocked and actually seeing my dad's frown face makes me more emotional, I saw a bag that my dad's holding—
actually a big paper bag with plastics and I saw a black thing inside, and you won't believe me, it was our Family Dog, died on an accident. I can't stop crying on that day because of our Family Dog, also a Stress Remover died
—

So that's why last night, I slept at nearly 2 AM, the music started to play on my mind, and remembering my memories with our Family Dog. When we first got her, it was given by our Tita in the Village near us, her breed was Rotweiller Dachshund, we we're so happy—
when we first welcome her to our family, here is she on May 2018, a cute little dog
, I miss her so much


Baby, if your around here, or near me, just remember that I am here, we're here, just remembering our memories together, we promised that we'll take care of you, until the very end
. We did our best just to make you happy I hope you may Rest In Peace, baby



Just don't forgot us okay?

I miss you so much




[end of thread]
I got so emotional just creating this thread, I just hope that she didn't died at that time





