rant:
so I'm fuming rn because my mom is blindly defending whatever bs my brother says without even listening to me. i kid you not,my brother said with his full chest "the KKK should not be illegal" and "what is wrong with racism". at his big age of 17. and the fact + 1/?

that we are Chinese people who have seen the surge in anti-semitism since the start of the pandemic just makes it worse. as im beginning to explain to him why what he just said is bs, my mom screams at me because she wants to go to Costco. as im on the car + 2/?

explaining to her what he just said, she says that IM WRONG and that she doesn't believe me. then she tries to defend him saying that there are black people in the KKK??? not only that she says that he has his reasons behind saying racism is okay and even tells me to + 3/?

try and understand him??? I tell her exactly what he said and tell her to think about it and she says that im being racist to her by using English when she's speaking in Chinese to me??? she tells me that she won't listen to me because she hasn't heard my brother when + 4/?

she was standing right next to us when it went down. whenever I tried to tell her that my brother excusing racism is not okay, she says that im just trying to impose my beliefs in everyone and that if everyone in my family is racist then I'm racist by default??? +5/?

she always refuses to listen to me whenever my brother says racist shit and even agreed with my brother that the BLM protests were all mediaplay and unnecessary, even after I showed her the videos by people there she said that they are fabricated. + 6/?

i really hate living in my house, it feels like I'm suffocating and since quarantine started I've realized how racist my family as well my some of my friends were. + 7/?

the worst part about all this is that we are Chinese people living in Miami, where the majority of the population is latinx and black people. my family keeps showing my why I can never feel close to them and why I desperately want to move to the opposite side of the country + 8/?

when I go to college. I know no one is ever going to see this thread, but I just needed to vent since I've lost most my friends after realizing they're a bunch of racists :))