No. And I looked at this from all points of view. He doesn’t need to marry her.. there are a lot of people who don’t get married and still love eachother dearly.. she doesn’t need to go on a holiday with Lottie.. I like my sister in law but I don’t want to spend holidays with her https://twitter.com/dfnclesslou/status/1289515948618027010

She doesn’t need to be in the public eye with him all the time, it would be normal to keep a relationship under the radar for privacy reasons.. she doesn’t need to post pictures of him on her IG.. for same privacy reasons.. but there is so much that doesn’t sit right

Like her not being present at so many important gigs that he did.. she put her own life on hold as soon as this relationship started again. She doesn’t have a job, she stopped with TrendPear, she stopped influencing..

I can understand that if she would be a major support factor in Lou’s life. But instead we’ve got her absence at so many important times.. like the very last moment before Lou went on stage in Madrid last year. His sisters were backstage, she stood in the crowd

That’s not natural. When you are in a loving longterm relationship, you would be there for your man in those very last moments, kiss him Goodluck.. reassure him.. same for the gig in Manchester. You would say a pretty important gig for them because that’s where it all started

But we got an absent El and a Lou who played as if he totally forgot that Manchester was an important place when the interviewer started talking about it. She’s never included in his family. Yes they like her IG posts, but when they tag woman for woman’s day for example

They always tag their sisters, and all sorts of friends.. but never El. This whole album supposed to be about her.. about his love for her. But he didn’t even mentoin her in his booklet. He thanked everyone, except the love of his life.

This whole promo, which we know now was probably a promo with a big struggle behind the scenes because he wanted to get out of Syco’s hold, he kept blocking the narrative that she is the storyline. By saying that he met de love of his life at age 18 for example.. over and over..

Let’s talk about the papwalk at the airport in New York earlier this year.. he walked metres in front of her. She got attacked in 2017 at an airport, probably traumatic for her. Yet he decides to walk on an airport in front of her, just like his security

And he’s not even looking back. A natural reaction would be him walking behind her, guiding her, make sure she’s save.. you don’t have to hold hands for that..

Then bodylanguage, as soon as her name is mentoined, his smile fades away. The sparkle in his eyes is gone and he gives pressed answers. You can be private, but bodylanguage doesn’t lie.. the look in your eyes when you look at someone you love is something you can’t fake

So until the day he speaks about her with that sparkle in his eyes, with a proud voice when she’s mentoined, protects her from a natural instinct and he stops hinting at Larries, that’s the day that i maybe believe it’s real.. until then..it will always be fake be fake in my eyes