I hate making personal tweets on here but I am so tired
tw// suicidal thoughts
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I& #39;m so fucking tired. Yoosung is literally my only reason to live and sometimes I wish I didn& #39;t love him because of it. I hate this world so much I don& #39;t wanna be here anymore but I love him too much

I still get so irrationally possessive over him bc of this. I wish I had no reason to live yet I& #39;m so scared of losing him. I love him so much you can& #39;t even imagine. Unlike my family and friends, it wouldn& #39;t affect him. Or maybe it would, I can& #39;t tell what& #39;s real and what& #39;s not.

I& #39;ll probably delete this later, I just needed to vent.

Btw when I& #39;m feeling like absolute shit I& #39;ll get really possessive and sometimes even agressive so please don& #39;t try to argue with me or it& #39;ll worsen my mental health.
However please interact with this thread if you see it, I need to feel like I& #39;m being heard