On august 5th 2017 I collapsed at work. The manager refused to call 911 put me in parking lot to wait for my wife's uncle. Near death from Septic Shock caused by STREP contracted from coworkers I was admitted to ACU an hour later when i finally got to the Hospital

I wa told by the Manager 3 days Later I'd still Have a job when I recovered. After Lumbar punctures and multiple tests the final diagnosis was Septic shock. 3 month in bed Atrophied 50% of my muscle mass lost over 80 pounds

The Manager lied to me I was fired that day i went to hospital for no call no show because I had a double that day. The Manager on call was illegal and was afraid if he filed an incident report police would come and he might be deported. no lawyers would help "Right to Work" law

"At Will" law states can be fired for any reason whatsoever "Right to work" law says Illegals can hold management positions even under different SS Numbers
I lost my job and the water was shut off when the pay ended.

In may of 2018 a Police officer jumped my fence and asked if my children were playing in sewage. I presented my 2 children playing to show her they were dry and there was no sewage in our yard. She said the dirt accumulated on their knees from play was probable cause enter house

After telling her she violated 4th amendment by jumping my fence she laughed and opened my door. She found my wife and other 2 children taking a nap and the water was shut off for about a week and a half, while we were waiting on money to pay on the upcoming monday, this was SAT.

They called CPS immediately took pictures of the house and the yard and asked us to call family to hold the kids for 2 days until the water was turned back on, not one family member would help, not one...

They held us captive on the front porch from 2PM to 9PM the cops forced us to stay seated on the porch, making comments about our house, neighborhood, situation, even made comments that trying to keep 4 kids under 8 seated was a hassle in itself

they say i'm too poor for kids -but they bail out multibillion dollar banks
they say homeschooling is educational neglect -but they give money to homeschool during covid
How is it i have not pulled my own trigger after surviving this atrocity?