I'm trying to apply to a scholarship in Calgary's University, to finally be able to study and move on with my future, Canadian universities require an English proficiency test, which can be either Tofel, IELTS or Duolingo test.
I can't do nether IELTS nor Tofel because we don't have test center for them in Syria and the borders with Lebanon are closed
So i have to go with Duolingo.
And now because of the new sanctions @realDonaldTrump put, Duolingo can't provide the test to Syrian students.
Which means that i lost the hope to apply for this scholarship or any university that requires an English proficiency test.
Everyday is just another disappointment, everyday I'm getting farther from all of my dreams. And I'm losing hope in everything.
Having this one is a curse, a curse that will haunt you for the rest of your life.
Everything I've been through, the war, the things I've seen and experienced. Will always haunt me.
I hate it, i hate remembering that i belong to it in any way.
Why should i go through all of this? I didn't decide to be born here, i didn't pick my parents. Why should i suffer like this? Like i can't even have a chance?
I refuse to accept any of this and i will keep looking for a way out. Till i die.
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