it’s so upsetting being in a fandom for five years and no longer finding joy in it so i’m taking a step back from being a carat altogether

the shit that happened yesterday upset me beyond belief and i can’t be in a fandom that thinks it’s ok to mock abuse and bully ppl day in and day out. literally seek help

like it’s starting to feel like a lot of y’all care more abt their success than the actual content they put out and it’s weird. so yeah i’m just gonna keep up with the group and not y’all weirdos