#sheith | Reverse Age-gap | NSFW | Still For
@Sukihii and @Carochinchin

Part 2 because it got way too long.

The cheesiest part of Shiro's head—and heart, is convinced life it's different once he wakes up in Keith's bed. Leaving aside the evident discomfort of his bottom half and the bunch of marks he surely has on his skin, something is definitely new.

It must be trascendental...

He doesn't move, but wakes up with a smile and the strange sensation of still having something pressing inside his body, which is strange since he didn't notice back when he was the one...

"Oh..." He remembers, entranced by the event so fresh in his head. It only spreads

In his chests as he shuffles a bit and feels Keith's arm tightening his hold around his waist and gets pulled closer to have his warm breath collide with his nape as he sleepily nuzzles to him. He's behind, naked against his skin and it's so...

Lovely.

His hearts skips again, happy at the recognition of Keith's pulse so close. It's all calm and Shiro doesn't want to leave that bed, doesn't want to go. If he could, he'd make that apartment his home, just as he feels in Keith's arms.

He loved it all.

He loves Keith, no doubt.

After an hour of lazy cuddling and soft kissing with playful touches, they finally get out of bed. Shiro goes to take a shower first, feeling a bit uncomfortable as he walks, but is nothing he can't handle.

He forgets to lock the bathroom door and when he hears it clicking open

a part of him pictures Keith sneaking into the shower with him, and before he can decide if he's prepared for that or not, the curtain's pushed open and he can only turn and try to cover himself not fast enough to speak at first.

He's surprised to find a snout and the curious

eyes of the big dog looking as he pushes with his head the hanging curtain to get a wider opening.

"Ah!" He finally says, and when he backs against the wall, the dog takes the space quickly, stepping in and wagging his tail still out of the shower.

"No, out. You'll get all soaked!"

Shiro tries to push Kosmo, but the dog licks his hands and takes it as an affectionate gesture to welcome him in. He can't stop wondering if this is something Keith has to deal with often.

"No, go with Keith. Go." He tries again and again, and even when Kosmo doesn't move

closer after that, he still doesn't leave the shower and some drops from the shower get stuck on his heavy fur. Shiro just watches him as he showers quicker than planned.

Once he's done, he dries himself and gets dressed while the dog still follows his every move with his eyes.

He hurries to leave and finds Keith tidying his room.

"That was fast, I thought you wanted to relax." Keith says looking at him.

"Kosmo came into the shower." He lets him know, and the dog is behind him, pushing to get pass his legs and to get to Keith.

"Oh, shit!" Keith says but he smiles and laughs shaking his head once the dog finally get into the room. He's not surprised at all. "You didn't lock the door?"

"No, I forgot."

"He can open all the doors, only locks can stop him."

"You mean... He'd have gotten in last night?"

"Locked the door." He tells confident and resumes what he was doing, getting the bed ready. "I'm sure he tried, tho. At least twice..."

"I didn't hear a thing."

"You were either too excited or too tired to do it." He smiles, teasing.

Shiro can't fight the blush creeping up

his face, but he won't deny either. He's right, he didn't notice. He was way to anxious and excited and even when he didn't sleep the usual amount of hours, he did feel way too tired once both rounds where over.

Keith sits on the edge of the bed and sighs. "Come here." He calls

for Shiro and extends his hand for him to take it, then he pulls him to his lap and kisses his freshly washed skin. And even when Shiro felt warm with the shower he just had, being held and kissed by Keith it's even better.

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After a brief breakfast, they cuddle and kiss for a while longer, Shiro's lost in Keith's eyes, he's so close and handsome he can't stop staring. At least whenever his eyes are open, because with the lazy pace of each kiss, he keep them shut

most of the time. He doesn't complain at all, getting to see Keith and to /Feel/ Keith it's all he'll be able to do for days, he's sure. Shiro gets closer and closer and even when he starts to feel arousal burning beneath his skin, he's suddenly too shy to ask for something more.

He keeps calling his name as he touches his arms and moves his socked toes near Keith's feet.

Keith touches him and his hands go lower and lower over the soft curve of his hips and confirming before slipping to grab his ass. It's probably all Shiro can stand at the moment.

Keith asks him if he wants something more a couple of times, but Shiro can only stutter before he can find his voice and speak his want. His body still feels a bit uncomfortable, the sensation of something stretching his insides is vivid in his head, so that's

not the option he wants. Instead, and making a huge effort to look serious even with blush tainting his skin, he accepts and asks Keith to blow him.

Keith looks quite delighted and pleases him immediately, having Shiro moaning and twisting at his mercy. It feels great.

After Keith's satisfied as well and a bit more resting, they go out to walk Kosmo. It's endearing how devoted Keith is to keep his dog happy, how they play and run around together. It's almost like they both have eternal energy, while Shiro's getting overwhelmed by

a lot of new sensations on his body. He knows exhaustion, and even when this isn't quite that, he feels some disconnection now and then and his limbs a bit heavy for him.

Maybe one day he'll get used to it. Keith also had someone's —his— dick inside, and he doesn't seem

any different from usual. Shiro can only thing this issue would disappear with constant repetitions. Practice... The idea makes him get all flustered out of the blue.

Truth is, he'd love to do this again soon.

When it starts to get dark, they go to grab some dinner. Shiro knows that's probably the last thing they do on this perfect day for them. He could stay another night, since his mother's still away, but he'd have to leave early in the morning so Keith could work.

Also, he didn't say anything about a second night together and it would probably seem way too... Impolite?

"Tomorrow's Sunday, the garage won't open anyway." Keith brushes it off once Shiro tells him what he was thinking. He then smiles getting him a bit confused before blushin

and almost sinking on his seat. "If you want to... I'm more than happy to have you again. And of course, you can crash at my place too." He plays and sends him a wicked smirk while he bites his lip.

Shiro feels his face burn. He nods, his smile spreading.

"Let's go back, then"

Shiro agrees and after dinner, they're back at Keith's apartment. Just like the night before, Keith takes Kosmo out for a walk and leaves Shiro waiting.

He goes back to Keith's room and kicks his shoes off, laying on bed and just looking up the ceiling. He's not drained, but

it's so quiet and relaxing he starts to drift and closes his eyes. His head gifts him brief soothing images of last night, bringing back the look in Keith's face, the touch of his hands and the brush and pressure of his lips kissing his, his skin.

He gets so invested in it he's sure he can feel it at the moment, so vividly flowing through his mind the images send the sensation through his nerves heating him up bit by bit. Until he hears a soft wet sound and notices he's no longer remembering.

Keith's back, laying beside him and kissing his lips as his hand touches his chest and torso.

Shiro moves, his hand touching Keith's waist where he lays, then he opens his eyes and the kisses stop for a bit just for them to look at each other.

"Any chance you have another surprise like those delicious shorts you wore yesterday?" Keith asks as his finger traces down his waist to his hip.

"No, still the same shorts, sorry," he whispers, keeping his eyes on Keith's, blown out just as his must be.

"Well..." He leans down and kisses him slow and deep. "I could be surprised a second time."

"Really?" Shiro chuckles and shuffles enough to hold him. "You want me to get in those?"

"Let's repeat it all, don't you want to?" Keith pushes a bit and gets on top of him, smiling as

well and sealing his words with a new kiss, sloppier and hotter. It makes Shiro start bucking his hips up to meet his.

"Just undress me." He hears himself say and pull Keith closer if even possible. "Please." He says pushing the waistband of his jeans lower himself.

Shiro might be smart, dedicated and hard-working, but he's still a teenager filled with wild hormones. And all of him is screaming for the same thing:

"Come on, just fuck me, Keith"

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It's crazy how soft and pliant Shiro can go with the right kind of stimulus. He's tall—a bit taller than Keith himself— but he goes sweet and obedient once he's aroused enough and it's endearing to have someone this big lending control.

He has him naked in bed, huffing and whimpering as he touches and marks his skin with his lips and sometimes teeth. The thoughts of that big cock stretching his lips and pushing into his throat have him drilling, but when he proposes it and gets a "no I want it you inside"

as a reply, he can't deny that. Shiro's eager and so is he, there's no way he won't try to satisfy him.

They're getting ready, kissing and touching some more while they decide how does Shiro want it when the door clicks open and Keith had to jump off bed and push Kosmo out.

Shiro's embarrassed of getting caught by the dog a second time, covering himself and blushing madly. It's killing him.

Keith locks the door and goes back to bed, trying to make Shiro relax again with his words and some kisses he manages to drop on his hands and head or ears.

They're burning against his lips and by giving more and more attention to them, he gets sensitive and hungry Shiro back.

"Then, inside?" He asks stealing a deep kiss from his mouth.

Shiro nods, looking at him and still mouthing the kiss they just had, slowly getting used

to the emptiness of not having Keith's tongue touching his. "Yes. I want... Like you had me..."

"You want me to pound you?"

"Oh..." Shiro gets shy again and Keith waits for him to make up his mind. "I want... on all fours... I want to feel it like you did."

He accepts, following what Shiro shyly asks, he makes him face down and gets the view of Shiro's perfect back as he pushes in. Slow and steady so he can get used to it. Shiro grips his sheets and huffs, holding on and trying to follow Keith's voice and relax more and more.

Keith suggests him to lower his chest if he's too tired or tense. He does it, of course he does, and even when the curve isn't really clear, Keith's losing it just by having him like this, pushing his hips up and taking him in as he lays face first onto the bed.

Keith's moving faster and rougher, but still not crossing the line to be described as powerful or pounding. Shiro whimpers and slowly pushes back to meet Keith's movement, pleased with it. He hears him curse and drop more and more delicious sounds that even muffled go straight

to Keith's head. He can't stop comparing them to all those times he heard Shiro making an effort during work out, so similar and yet this is thousands of times better. Shiro's like this for him, because of him.

"You like that, baby?" Keith says, smiling as he squeezes his ass

"You like my cock in you that much?"

Shiro moans louder and feels him shake, then he nods against the mattress. He reaches to touch Shiro's unattended cock, stroking him and caressing his balls and closer to where their bodies are joined. Shiro shivers more and more, he moves

his legs and it's clear something's rushing through his nerves.

"Keith!" He calls for him before trying to touch himself blindly, barely turning to see him, not his own body. "Oh, fuck I—!"

But Keith knows, he can tell by the look on his face, this sudden need

and the way he's clenching around him, sucking him in and making it easier for Keith to reach that peak too.

Keith grunts and keeps touching him, ignoring Shiro's hand and keeping his pace.

"You're so good, that's it, let it come" he praises Shiro and feels him starting to

release, he opens his mouth like an O and shakes, Keith doesn't stop yet, but helps him through the waves, stroking his cock until there's no more cum left. He's also close and after shooting all into the condom, he pulls out and lays on Shiro's back to feel his warmth.

His breath still unsteady and he moves his hips unconsciously to grind on the mattress.

Keith touches his sides and down his legs, kissing his shoulder and those pretty ears to calm down again. There's cum on his belly and Keith lazily wipes it with his fingers, not up to

get off of bed to clean properly just yet.

Shiro reaches for Keith's hand and gets his fingers closer to his mouth, then he licks them.

"Ugh, that's awful! How can people have this on their mouths?" He complains and drops Keith's hand. It makes him laugh.

"It's yours."

"Puaj!"

Keith laughs some more and kisses his head again before rolling to lay beside him and make him turn his face to kiss his lips.

"You wanted a taste?"

"It looked sexier in my head." Shiro looks down, clearly embarrassed.

That's not a sexy moment, that's for sure.

But it's a really fucking cute one.

"Maybe some other time you can get a better taste of it, if you want to." Keith brushes his sweaty hair away form his forehead.

"Maybe..." Shiro looks at him again, soft and pleased. It suits him.

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After some more cuddling and kisses, getting changed and getting new sheets, they go to sleep. That night they actually sleep through, no surprises at midnight and it's just easy. When Keith wakes up the next morning, he indulges

himself with the sight of Shiro wearing his tiny shorts and curled beside him. They haven't discussed that, but Keith shuffles closer and touches his thigh while he sleeps, just getting entertained for a bit. Shiro hums softly and adjust himself to be comfortable, and closer.

Keith's thankful for that. He keeps doing this, adding some kisses to his head and ear until Shiro finally starts to stirr and rolls over to look at him.

Shiro has some hickies here and there, and Keith touches them with some pride inside.

When he points it out, Shiro doesn't seem to mind.

They have another lazy morning together, then a lazy grinding session as they make out in bed. It's all great and private until they hear scratching and whining from the other side of the door.

After breakfast, feeding Kosmo and shower, Shiro asks him to drive him back. He says he has to do some cleaning and something about homework. Keith does what he asks him and once they say goodbye it all feels different.

He's happy. Shiro is great and having this experience

is even better. Simple, genuine without anything but them playing a part on it, like it usually happens when alcohol is involved in the date. It has been a long since the last time he went out to drink and get a date, and he's really enjoying seeing Shiro like this.

They share interests and met doing something they both enjoy, and it's new and somehow familiar at the same time. It's like going back on time, to that sweetness of highschool romance everyone talked about, but better.

Because this time Keith can enjoy it without thinking it is a cruel joke to pick on him like it used to happen. Maybe he's also having some firsts with Shiro. That's something he'd actually like.

Shiro's someone serious, yet fun and yeah, maybe he's inexperienced, but that's not important. Things are going fine between them and experience is something he can always acquire. And Keith's more than willing to help him. In fact, he wants to help, to help Shiro be confident,

not that he isn't, but help him to try whatever he'd want to. Keith wants to make it easier for him to accept and reach whatever he wants to do.

(For my next trick, I'll bullshit my way through a whole bunch of stuff that I have no idea how it works on the US, but just trust me, ok? Did a bit of research tho)

Maybe it was foolish from him to think they could repeat something like the weekend they spent together, but Keith's sure it's getting harder for them to meet outside the gym.

They have a couple of dates but they're not even weekly. Keith's not the type to ask for lots of

Attention, but the only thing he's heard Shiro say is he's busy. He doesn't blame him, of course he has his stuff but... Well, he does feel a bit lonely.

Shiro looks tired and wants to leave as fast as he can after he showers at the gym, Keith still drives him, but

he looks like he's going through an eternal rush.

Then Keith finally has the answer. One night Shiro asks if he has time for dinner and once they're in there, sitting face to face, he relaxes and apologizes for all the time they couldn't spend together. But he's happy now.

And this dinner is both a date and celebration.

"What are the news?" Keith asks and maybe he can get Shiro a drink to congratulate him.

Shiro smiles and puts down the menu. "Remember we talked about what I wanted to do? Well, I was trying to get a better curriculum and

I applied for an internship this winter. And I got in!"

"Oh! Internship! That's great!" But, why not a job? Why is Shiro still holding back when he has a goal in mind?

Why just an internship when he could make whatever has him this excited his living?

Well, if that's what Shiro wanted then, he should be happy for him.

"How about a drink?" Keith offers with a smile, leaning closer to meet his eyes.

Shiro looks away and smiles as well. "Oh, Keith I can't. I—"

"It's ok, one won't mess up your workout, and I'm not letting you

get drunk, you know? For the special occasion, what do you say?"

"Ahm... It's—I really can't, Keith. Sorry."

"Ok, don't worry. It's not that serious." Again, Shiro says no. "You don't like it?"

"I... I can't, Keith." He sounds firmer, maybe even slightly upset.

Keith backs off. Insisting isn't good.

"Okay. Sorry. Just... Order whatever you want, it's on me tonight." He offers instead, he can gift him this dinner instead.

Shiro thanks him and starts talking about the program he got into, he'll be on a technological company, helping

with a project that will help tracking active space missions and to improve their communication with earth. Sounds interesting enough and close to what Shiro said he liked, and his face lights up as he speaks of it and how hard it was for him to make it. He was nervous, he says,

but he's really thankful for the chance and how much he will get the to learn there.

Maybe that's why he chose an internship and not a job, pressure of working takes away the enjoyment of learning sometimes, and it's clear that's what Shiro's focusing at the moment.

Yet, it all makes him way too curious.

Dinner goes fine, it's fun and close and Keith's been missing this kind of things. He knows Shiro's going to be even busier once the internship begins, but it won't take that long before it's over, Shiro says, and they can go back to

dating more often.

"It might be stupid but I missed you a lot" Shiro admits once they make it to his front yard and hug like the usual. "I'm sorry I couldn't hang out more."

"Hey, I get it" Keith tries to kiss his worries away and it seems to work.

Shiro is pulling him

and giggling in that endearing way of his, kissing his cheek and lips so quickly it's almost pure teasing. Yet, he can stand that. It's Shiro after all.

"Shiro?" Keith calle him after a while like this, trying to get his attention and focus, not just his hunger. "When does

your internship ends?" He asks nuzzling to him.

"January. Third week I guess."

"Christmas break?"

"Yes, and new year too."

"Have any plans for that?" Keith asks, dropping soft kisses following his jawline. He feels Shiro's fingers tightening the hold on his shoulders.

"M-my brother will come over for Christmas... And you?"

"I thought we could do something together. Wanna have dinner with me? Make it a date?"

"Oh! I... I don't—I'm not sure, Keith..." Shiro mumbles and pulls him closer, pressing to his chest. "But... If you want you could...

Come? For a while?" Shiro offers shyly. "Your family's not meeting up for Christmas?"

"No, usually just Thanksgiving and new year. My mom might come, but she hasn't told me anything yet." He kisses him one last time and then moves to press their lips together. "I'd join you, if

that's what you want." They've been dating for a while now, maybe Shiro's ready for the whole 'meeting the family' thing and that's why he suggested it. Keith's not sure if he is. He's not the type to do that, usually, but maybe...maybe it's time.

"I'm sure you'd like it. And I'd like having you there." Shiro says with a faint blush on his face, maybe for the invitation, maybe is just the kissing. Either way, he looks even more appetizing.

"Count me in, then." Keith agrees and seals it with a deeper kiss.

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They only have a couple of weeks of peace before Shiro's busy schedule hits them again, and just two more before he leaves for the internship he told Keith about.

He's calm, even when he misses him, but he knows Shiro will enjoy his time and

will do something he likes. Keith can do the same. He focuses on his own duties, his dog and his friends.

They've heard enough of his new date—boyfriend, he corrects them, and they're excited to see him compromised on this relationship.

Yet, they all agree on the same thing.

"He's adorable, kind of baby-ish. He looks super young, but that body..." Allura says as she looks at some of the pictures Keith has on his phone.

"He's just a bit taller now." Keith adds, taking a sip of his beer.

"He still grows?"

"Well, maybe it's because of workout, he's

pretty diligent with it, never missing a day."

"Like you."

"Yup."

"I see why you like him." Says Romelle. "A boyfriend you can see at the gym it's perfect for you. He won't criticize you or say you spend too much time there. And you can train together."

"I'm sure he can bench press with you as weight."

"That sounds great." Keith thirsts with the image on his head. Shiro's been getting stronger and he'd probably do it.

Maybe Keith would try too. He knows he can lift Shiro and carry him around, but like that... Would be new.

"How old you said he is?" Now's Lotor's turn as Keith's phone ends up on his hand.

"21" he replies, sure of it. He can't remember when the theme showed up, bit he can swear he heard that number. Shiro's younger than he is, yes, but just three years is nothing.

Almost nothing.

He is conscious of some differences between them, like Shiro's aspirations and occupation, studying and all this things, but that's not bad. He has his stuff and grows on it, like this internship. And all this things he's doing for his resume.

Shiro's aiming for something bigger, he's sure.

They chat some more, laugh and bet, they even almost fight, but it settles with a round of drinks. It's fun, Keith needed it. And even when he told himself he didn't want such thing, he's glad to hear his friends wanting to meet

his boyfriend and that he looks happy to have a relationship. He feels it too. It's nice and warms his insides.

When he gets back home he has some texts from Shiro with some pictures. He's having fun and trying to contact with him, even when he sounds tired.

Keith sends him some voice messages as his response, a picture of his night with his friends and one of his dog.

Next day's aren't as easy. Shiro's new schedule barely leaves him any time to text, he calls him but most of the nights ends up asleep at the middle of the

conversation. He starts to wonder if he's all right or if he's overworking. He knows Shiro, the hard worker he is, but maybe, since he has limited time on this program, he might be taking more than he should.

Isn't he aware of his limits?

Finally, Shiro's winter break comes. He calls Keith and sounds slightly more energetic than before as he asks if they can meet up. Keith's excited and accepts of course, it's been a while and he wants to see him so badly he offers to pick him up.

As soon as Shiro sees him

park in front of his house, he comes out and launches to his arms. Keith holds him close, taking in his scent and pleased with the firm body against his. Shiro's there again.

They exchange some "Oh I missed you so much" for a while before Shiro hops to his place behind Keith

and they leave for a well deserved date. Shiro holds on to him and leans closer than he usually did, but they both need to be that close.

Shiro feels softer than before, and Keith teases him over the sound of the wind as they drive.

"I'm still in shape. I jog and try to do something at home." Shiro replies but they're not arguing. He instead touches Keith's front confidently to tease him back. "But you did get bigger" He says to his ear in a tone Keith's been missing for so much.

That needs to be fixed ASAP

"Tell me you're free the rest of the day." Keith tells him, unable to wait anymore.

"Why?"

"I want you for me. So badly."

"Oh..." Shiro's surprised, but it doesn't feel like he'd reject him. In fact, he holds him tighter and leans some more on him.

"I want it too." He says soft enough for Keith to hear that. "I've been missing you a lot and... There's just enough I can do on my own."

"So do I..."

"Then... Let's do it like that. I want you, if you'll have me."

"Shiro, I've been dying to have you again." He admits.

He's suddenly hungrier than before, and still, he wishes for lunch not to take long.

They go to their favorite place and have some dinner. Shiro tells him more about what he's being doing and admits to be even busier than before, Keith was right, he's doing a lot. He will take better care of himself, he also says, now that he knows how are it will be, he hopes

he can handle it all better once the break is over. He made new friends and show Keith some pictures of them.

A lot of them look way too young, even younger than Shiro...

"It's a very wide ranged program, right?" He says once Shiro takes his phone away.

"Kind of. They also

give the chance to different universities to send students there, and also highschool students. They just place each group on different areas, this picture is from the first day."

That's why they looked young.

They talk some more about that and of course the incoming dinner

with Shiro's family. They still have four days and it's not going to be hard to get ready for that. It's not formal, and even when Shiro's mom won't ask herself anything from Keith, Shiro tells him he can bring whatever he feels like. He's excited, nervous, but excited.

"I'll get you a present" Keith lets him know.

"So will I, probably my brother too, just to tease you, don't take it seriously."

"Should I—?"

"No, it's fine. Don't take it seriously, remember?"

"Fine."

They ask for the check as soon as they're done, and then they make

it to Keith's place faster than Keith can remember ever making it.

This time they don't lose time with Kosmo —keith will walk him later, of course— as they push and pull as they kiss all the way to Keith's room. They lock themselves in there and easily ignore the whining

from the other side of the door. The only sounds Keith has his mind in at the moment are the ones coming from Shiro and Shiro only. Specially the sound of his voice full of want as he asks to suck Keith's cock.

"I wanna try, please..." He begs nibbling on Keith's lips

and making him weak. They both know he's going to say yes, he's just enjoying the attention. "Please..." Shiro drags his kisses down his torso in a way that makes Keith forget he's nearly inexperienced.

Sucking cock is a serious matter, and Shiro...

He can always learn.

"Yes!" He finally accepts and tugs Shiro's hair as he mouths him over his jeans. "Yes, oh fuck!"

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Keith sits on the edge of the bed and gets to see Shiro between his legs experiment with him. He's shy at first as the reddened tips of his ears tell him, just figuring out how to do it while he kisses his length and tip.

Keith's also a bit nervous, but he's also excited and eager to feel the warmth of Shiro's mouth.

"You can go slow, just the tip at first is ok" Keith tells him and touches his face to make him relax.

Shiro nods and gives a it a try, he parts his lips and let's Keith's

head slide through them. He's immediately greeted by his tongue and even when it's all slow and steady at first, it still sends him shiver up his body.

"That's it, you're doing good, baby—oh! Careful with your teeth..." Keith encourages him and helps him get confident

to try and move his head, take some more in and out, to suck, lick... Shiro's still pretty new, but he's making a great effort and looking up to Keith with those blown wide eyes that make him feel hotter with each second. He's such a good boy and Keith lets him know all the time.

Keith holds himself, stroking what Shiro can take in, but then he moves his hands to touch more on his own, really wanting to please him.

"It's ok, Shiro I can—"

"Let me, I want to make you feel good." He replies, there's fire on his words and eyes.

Keith can't say no.

Shiro's hands make it all better. His mouth is clumsy and still a bit sloppy, but his fingers know how to touch him and it shows, not losing time to turn this into an enjoyable moment.

His legs, his ass, up his abdomen and of course his cock and balls, it all gets

a nice treatment from Shiro's hands and tongue. He could be really good on this and Keith's more than ready to help him.

Shiro cums after a few strokes with Keith's cock still in his mouth, and he almost bites him but managed to stop before it happened. He's huffing and getting

off the highs of it, but goes on for a little more before Keith can feel his orgasm washing him. He pushes Shiro enough to pull out and ends up cumming on his neck, seed dripping down his collarbones and chest. It looks so hot Keith's got no option

but to get down and lick Shiro's skin clean.

Then he drags his kisses to Shiro's lips, not minding tasting a bit of himself there. They get up and curl together to cuddle and kiss some more, no words, just soft touches and long slow kisses for a while.

"I really missed this" Shiro says. "Fuck, I don't want to go back. I mean, I want to but... I won't be able to have a moment's like this with you until the internship is over. And still, I know next year will be crazy..."

"We can adapt, find some time.

There's always after gym hours." He suggests, playing with Shiro's fluffy hair. He's really happy at that moment, together, after simple sex. It's so nice he gets the feeling of wanting this to last longer.

He can always wait for Shiro, as long as he needs to.

Shiro's just so good for him.

"I'll be needing the rest. I'm sorry, is just... I thought it would be all done with the internship, but I also need to approve the tests and write the essays and submit all the info and maybe even some interviews... God I'm so nervous

and the hardest part hasn't started yet!"

What is all of that about?

"Application? Another internship or you'll start job hunting?" But, did he need tests for that? Essays?

"No, maybe just for the summer once I'm in. I really want to get in."

"Get in?" Keith feels absolutely

lost at the moment, and he looks at Shiro in a way that tells him it shows.

"College application, Keith. I need to get everything ready before graduation."

Wait, what?

College...? But... Wasn't Shiro supposed to be in college already?

Keith stays quiet for a while, trying to remember all his previous conversations with Shiro, all the texting, the chatting, every date and the encounters before that started.

Trying to find any clue to

what he's been mostly certain until now. Shiro's younger than him, yes, but... But not that much.

The homework he's always complaining about, the internship, the resume he's working so hard to build, the essays, his schedule, his tastes, his shyness, his alcohol abstinence, his growth, his pretty face...

He's applying for college...

He's a baby.

What?

What the fuck?

"How old are you?" Keith hears himself ask, feeling detached from the entire moment. He knows, he just knows now...

"I'm 17" Shiro replies, earnest as he is.

"Oh fuck!" Keith moves and gets up from bed.

"What? What's wrong?" Shiro looks at him from bed.

"You're—All this time you've been 17 and you didn't tell me?" He doesn't want to be upset he's just... Nervous. Hell, he's terrified.

"I thought you knew" Shiro replies, he looks confused but also a bit scared. "It's—It's no big deal, just... Two or three years of difference

it's ok, right Keith?" He says, trying to get closer but Keith's already getting dressed. Shiro hesitantly imitates him.

"Two or three? Shiro, how old do you think I am?"

"I... 21? 22 maybe? It's... It's fine, I'll be 18 soon. Just a few years it's nothing."

"Shiro, I'm 24. Fuck!" Keith curses and he sees Shiro's face change. He's scared. And he's definitely young...

How could they both be so stupid?

"I—It's okay, Keith..." Shiro tries again, but he does look down his body like he's scared. "I won't say anything."

"Damn, that makes it sound like I'm a creep."

"You're not! This is... We just didn't know, but I do want this, trust me, I—"

"I'll take you home." Keith interrupts and he sees Shiro's strength fading. "I... I need some space"

Shiro's gripping his own shirt, silent, looking

at him with those sincere eyes. It makes Keith's stomach turn over and over. He nods, gets it on and dresses completely. Then he picks his stuff and follows Keith to the bike without saying another word. The ride to Shiro's home is quick and silent.

Once they make it there, he finally looks at Keith. His eyes seem to be burning and he's fighting, not allowing his face to twist with what must be the urge of crying. Keith's seen that face before, but it hits different now.

"You will call me, right?" He asks in a whisper as

his shaky hands take the helmet off. He's holding Keith's gaze but crumbling beneath it with every second that passes, and so does Keith.

Keith's not brave enough to say anything. He just takes the helmet and ties it behind the bike.

"Keith... I'll see you at Christmas?"

Keith takes a breathe, he'll be needing more than that. The bike roars to life again.

"I just need some time." He repeats. "Take care, Shiro." He drives off, forcing himself not to look at him through the mirror.

He felt stupid when he found out about this. But he feels even more the further he drives from him.

#sheith | Reverse Age-gap | NSFW |

Two days before Christmas, Ryou arrives home. He's happy to see his mom and clearly enthusiastic with the holidays. He asks for Takashi and how is he doing with the internship, when his mother tells him to better talk directly to him, he's

surprised. He assumed he's not at home since he didn't come down to greet him and everything sounds quiet, but after a brief chat he finally goes up to his brother's room to check on him.

"Hey" he calls after a quick knock. When he gets no answer tries once more before

opening the door and getting himself in. He sees Takashi lying in bed.

"Tired of me already?" He teases.

"Ah. No, sorry." Takashi finally notices he's there, lifts himself about to see him and then rests again with a sigh.

"What's wrong, hu?" Ryou sits down

beside his brother's frame. "Ate something bad?"

"No. I'm—It's not that."

He waits. There's surely something wrong with him, it's probably a matter of time before he says something.

"It's... Keith."

"He can't make it for dinner?"

"I don't know if he's even coming" Takashi whispers, he sounds too sad for just schedule complications.

That's concerning.

"What happened?" He tries to know more, nervous with Takashi's weakened energy. "Did he cancelled?"

"Well... Something happened and...

We talked about some new stuff and I guess he... He needs some time. I just don't know how long."

Time.

Ryou probably doesn't have all the details, but he knows enough to see how this wasn't tiredness. It's pain. Takashi's hurt...

And he knows why now.

"Did he... Did he ask you for it? For time?" Ryou's asks softly, moving enough to see him better.

"Yes. We haven't talked since he did."

Oh.

They stay quiet for a bit.

"It's... I'm so sorry..." He finally says.

"Why?"

"Because of this. Keith and you."

"What about it?" Takashi pushes himself up and looks at his brother. He looks exhausted, like he's been crying and hasn't sleep properly.

Poor thing.

"Usually, when someone asks for time in a relationship..." Ryou starts.

He knows his brother's new on this, that this is also

one of those first time things, it's just that now's the worse one. But he has to know, he deserves it.

Maybe he already feels it coming...

He opens his mouth, and even when he wants to be clear, he also wants to keep this discrete, only for them. For Takashi.

"It's usually breakup..."

-

"Takashi, is your friend coming for dinner or not?" His mother asks the morning of the day before Christmas.

Shiro takes a breath and tries to keep his spirit. Still, Ryou's eyes are on him and he seems close to tell something to their mother.

"I'll ask him." Shiro replies.

"Oh, good. Please do it today, I have to know before I go and get the ingredients. It's going to be a crazy shopping day... I'll be taking Ryou to help, so please clean the house while we're gone."

"Yeah, sure."

It's clear he's not in the best mood, just having

found out Keith's intention might be breaking up with him has clearly pulled him even lower than he already was after their last conversation. Now this, it only make it worse.

He's reminded of the plans they had and how that's must likely won't happening. Keith won't be

introducing himself and they won't change that label of "friend" to "boyfriend", but taking it out of the picture entirely. And since that's off the table, he has to go through this whole heartbreak phase on his own.

They eat breakfast and then his mother and Ryou leave

to get started with shopping. His brother flashes him one last worried look before getting closer to him and apologize again for telling him that last night. It doesn't really help, but he knows Ryou only wanted to help, somehow.

Still, when he's alone, the last thing he wants

to do is clean. Or move. Or just... Be.

It's hard. He thinks on calling Keith, but he hasn't replied to any of his texts and the few times he tried to call he wouldn't pick up. Shiro doesn't want to be annoying, especially not since their relationship is technically gone.

He has no right to be blowing Keith's phone like that, but it just... It feels incomplete.

He knows Ryou said 'usually' and that Keith's more like a direct person rather than ghosting him, but the chance of it being a real break up is killing him.

There should have been more

there. Keith should've at least told him straightforward he wouldn't want to see him anymore, but instead, Shiro's trapped with this uncertainty piercing his chest like needles wanting to come out.

Only to get distracted, Shiro pick up what he needs and gets started with

the chores his mother trusted him with. He cleans the kitchen and then vacuums the living and the dining room. Even when this was meant to keep his mind away from his pain, he keeps touching his phone or unlocking it in hopes to see Keith's name on his screen.

Wishing for him to reach him.

At the end, he can't stand it any longer. He picks it up and takes a walk out while he makes up his mind and dials one more time. He practices what to say, just a simple question, but he remembers how he already asked this without getting any

reply but a rushed goodbye and the whole I-need-time thing.

It doesn't connect, but when he hits the voicemail, he waits in line before hanging up unlike the other times.

Beep.

"Hey! I... It's me. I'm... I'm Shiro. I..." He walks as he speaks, unconsciously heading

to the spot where they usually stopped to chat and make out. His hands feel shaky and his throat is closing, burning as he tries to go on. "I wanted to know if... Christmas... You said you'd come but now I... Need to know if we should wait for you..." He says and it's too much.

Shiro starts to cry. "I need to know if I should still wait for you or if... If you were breaking up with me." He feels pathetic, but at least he's taking it out. And shit, it hurts a lot. "I miss you and I... I'm sorry I didn't say anything sooner. Please... Please, let me know"

Beep.

His message is sent and he crouches down for a bit, crying there and missing Keith just like he's been doing all these last days.

He feels stupid. Like Keith would ever give a damn about a stupid kid.

It hurts to think like that, something tells him Keith wouldn't.

But still, he was left alone, in silence.

Truth is, he only wants an explanation, even if it comes under that lines of him being a foolish boy and Keith definitely kicking him out of his life. At least, even if it's break up, it would be clear this time.

#sheith | Reverse Age-gap | NSFW |

It snows the next day. It's crazy and feels like maybe snow got earlier this year, but anyway... Shiro has a good excuse to stay curled in bed until it's dinner time.

He's not sure if he'll be ready for that.

A part of him couldn't assume heartbreak yet and told his mother his "friend" was coming, but he's really nervous of being stood up after all. And the other, very deeply, hopes for this to end and that Keith actually shows up.

Maybe he'll listen to the voicemail and come.

At least to talk. To break him properly.

He regrets not telling he loved him, and doesn't at the same time.

This is all complicated, drowning him in all these uncertainty and giving him the gift of anxiousness and pulling back his grown self esteem. Being dumped it's horrible.

It's worst not being even sure of being dumped!

He considers calling again, but stops himself when the memory of the voicemail beeping comes to his mind. He's not ready to pile a less important message after what he said yesterday. He needs an answer to that and repeating