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CW: Abuse
So this started in 2008/2009. I was 21 and naive and in my last year of college. I would go on MySpace and do the things I did here, flirt around, etc. One day-
CW: Abuse
So this started in 2008/2009. I was 21 and naive and in my last year of college. I would go on MySpace and do the things I did here, flirt around, etc. One day-
I found myself on Yahoo IM talking to someone random. Not sure how they ended up on my profile, but they were there. We started talking and I found out that they were older than me and were a "dom". I use that term super loosely, and you& #39;ll find out why here shortly.
So we go about talking and then he asks me to be his sub. I didn& #39;t really want to because I knew nothing about anything, but he kind of just talked me into it and I said "okay sure" without really knowing what I was getting into. Things were okay to start. I slowly eased into-
it. Then things got a little sideways. He& #39;d have me pee on the floor and lick it up, he would have me ask to sleep in my own bed - if I forgot I& #39;d have to sleep on the floor. He conveniently left out the fact that he had a main sub already and was looking to add me. -
It went along fine for a few weeks, until I screwed up and then I was made to eat my own poop. After that things went along for a few months. I went to go visit him for the first time. I got stranded at the airport overnight. He forgot about me. Eventually the next day he-
came and got me, and I was there and gone pretty much. We kept things up online/over the phone for awhile. Then I I went to go visit him again, and he came the next afternoon or so, stayed for a little while, left and left me stranded there for a month. I eventually got home-
and we were kind of keeping things up for awhile longer, til he disappeared on me a few months later. He came back a few months later and he was there for a few days and then left. His wife sent me an email breaking up with me. So that was the end of that. It lasted like, 3-
years or so? overall. I only tell this over and over to heal and in hopes it might help someone else. It was a very hard point of my life and I still am healing from it. I didn& #39;t know then that it was an abusive thing, but looking back I see how bad it was. I hope no one has
to go through something like this. You& #39;re worth more.
