anybody who ACTUALLY knows me can tell you none of this is about social presence or likes or whatever...i have been a Halsey fan for a long time and a picture was painted of me a long time ago...since then i have been labelled in ways that have seriously tarnished a lot of-

friendships and opportunities to be involved with a fandom i have loved so much and for so long...in 2018 i was going through an extremely rough time in my life and used twitter as a way of venting my feelings and it sometimes would be in response to questions or claims i saw-

since then i have focused on getting to the root of understanding and rebuilding a lot of friendships or even building new ones and coming into communication with some truly amazing stans who have been so sweet to me and i thank the people who have seen me without judgement-

but with love comes hate and to this day as much as i am trying to reclaim the narrative of who i am and how i carry myself there are still some moments where the past has come into play without a sense of the growing up i have done since these claims came about and eventually-

the narrative has twisted into where my friends have played a part into a "calculated, manipulative game" i have apparently played so in this thread i want to just say i am extremely sorry for the words that have been twisted and the things you have heard....real or not now-