Plz reply with your opinion:

Is it just me with a conscious mental block that doesn’t allow myself to develop a shit fetish? I just know it’s looked down upon far more than farts and I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if I got massively into that. I’ve seen lots of stuff (1)
On the internet, especially since discovering there was a fart fetish community on Twitter, primarily because of the cross over between a fart fetish and shit fetish (obviously).

Since having a fart fetish it was early that I found out it I also had a burp fetish, however (2)
much it’s less of a turn on than farting, it still gets me going. I know my fetish’s have got far far stronger over the years as I’ve become more sexually experienced and mature, so I know as soon as I start watching shit fetish content more and more, it’ll probably become (3)
Far stronger than my other fetish’s just because how ridiculously intense it seems to be. The smell and taboo side of burping isn’t as intense as farting so it’s always remained secondary as a fetish. I just know a shit fetish would slowly take over me and I once I’m not in (4)
Control, it’ll become dominant for me and I don’t want to go down that route personally.

I’ve struggled with anxiety and depression for the last 2 years because I told a very select few people about my fetish’s 3-4 years ago, which in hindsight is one of my biggest regrets (5)
Of my life so far, because I later found out it became common knowledge I had the fetish and was looked down upon as if I was some kind of perverted freak. My self esteem, confidence and self worth was destroyed, and I fell into a deep pit of depression that I’m yet to climb (6)
Out of.

With less time socialising and more time spent alone, the more I felt sorry for myself and the deeper I fell. I genuinely don’t know if I got rid of the fetish’s, my happiness would be restored and I would become the confident, joyful person I wish to become in life (7)
, because happiness comes from within and maybe I need to realise I can be truly happy with my obsessive fetish’s, and be at peace with them, to be at peace with myself.

If I managed to get rid of them through professional help, It would help get rid of the sadness they (8)
instil on my life, but it would also take away an aspect of my life that, when I’m on the good side of it, is the most euphoric and happy I’ve ever felt (and I’ve taken hard drugshttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen">).

My fetish gets in the way of my daily motivation as it occupies a large part of my mind, (9)
which then leads to an uncontrollable desire to have a sexual release, mostly on a morning and night when I’m alone and my mind wonders more than usual (because it isn’t occupied by the attention span needed by daily activities and a job). However I have found myself going to(10)
Extreme lengths to relieve myself at the most inconvenient of places and times, when I should be focused on something far more important than just wanking when I’m really horny from my own thoughts.

It’s very hard for me to be turned on by anything other than something (11)
That is fetish or kink based. I wouldn’t say it’s getting in the way of my sex life as I always find a way to enjoy myself in the bedroom, but I’m just concerned I’m always going to want something harder and more intense than what I already have (if you understand). I know (12)
If I dived into another fetish like shit, then I’ll want something even stronger after that. I can feel I’m already sexually enjoying harder forms of the fart fetish, which sometimes (very rarely) crosses into the shit fetish. But internally I’m resisting it, (ref. to above).(13)
I think I’m only rambling on Twitter about my fetish life because I don’t have anyone else to talk about it that would understand like you guys in this community. I’m also hoping people might be able to relate to some things I’ve mentioned above, which may help them realise (14)
They’re not the only ones that think they way that they do, and there are many people with experiences similar to their own, that they can relate to, and turn to these individuals for help, if they ever need it.

I know my account is relatively very small but I’m always (15)
Willing to talk to anyone that may feel like they are struggling in life or struggling with coming to terms with their self of their acceptance of their fetish’s, whatever they may be.

My DM’s are always open to you guys and I’ll always chat and offer honest advice if needed 16
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