idk im just so thankful that i found dream and he just means so much to me even if i bully him or anything :( hes just one of my favorite people rn and idk like i just love him so much :( idk he jusy means so muxh to me
he has helped me through a lot of bad nights even if he doesnt know me or even if ive never talked to him :(( i know ive been tweeting a lot of jokes about me hating him or wanting to beat him up but in reality i just want to gibe him a hug and tell him how much he means to me ++
and so many others :(( he has truly lit up my world and im so thankful that he takes time to interact with us and that he wants to make quality videos and pits in a lot of work yo make them for us :(( i really love him so much and even if i neber talk to him ++
just the fact i watched his videos and knew him would be enough for me :(( i will be eternally grateful for him and if i even jad the chance to let him know how he's changed my life it would mean the worlf to me :(
haha 3 am ramble after seeing a video of seeing him sing heather and that one song that goes puff puff pass and the light up sketchers one :(( idk it all just makes me realize how much i care about him and what hes unknowingly done for me :,((
sometimes i get really down anf i have bad thoughts and even thoguhy this may sound stupuf i remind myself that if im not alive anymore i wont be able to see tomorrow's interaction or his newest videso :(( idk its a little weirf bit its things like tjat that leep me going
idk this thread is getting kinda long but i jusy wanted to talk about him bcus he means a lot to me and i love him tons